Hi everyone,
I need help, here's my story, and thanks for reading.
I had serious trouble in my life 8 years ago, I was at my wits end with life, and I had run across the notion of a soul exchange. So I found a soul practitioner who performed a soul exchange for me. I didn't realize this until just recently, but my walk-in soul had been present with me for the last 8 years. She took the driver seat, and I took the back seat, so to speak, but I wasn't aware of her presence until now.
I am told she is/was an Angel from the 7th dimension. She carried me through many tough life experiences that I personally may not have survived, including an abusive marriage.
My walk-in soul was recently asked by the Lord (literally) to be a spokesperson for the Lord and to remove demons and entities from people who are suffering.
The Lord came to me/us telling me/us that she is an Angel of the Lord.
I am a channel/medium (which began 12 years ago), and this was the request that was made of her/me.
However, my original soul did not want this path and therefore, asked to come back, live life out, and to have freedom of choice.
So the soul exchange was made, and now I am back fully within my body without the Angel soul helping me anymore. And I am a bit LOST.
She was SO strong, SO confident and SO incredibly amazing, full of light, love and hope, and I don't feel half as strong of a person as she is/was.
I wish she could come back, but I chose a different path. She can help me here and there, but she cannot come back into my body.
I am told by my Guides that I an earth angel myself, and as I mentioned, I am also a channel.
But now I don't know how to be strong and confident like my walk-in was. Once I returned fully into my body, I felt like a pretty different person. It's the old yet new me, if that makes any sense.
So I am rediscovering who I am all over again.
And my husband? He has improved VASTLY because I've put down my foot and almost left him three months ago, but a small part of me wants to leave him again, despite major improvements and changes I see in his behaviors. He is also very loving, sweet, generous and kind to me as well. But there are issues.
My real question is-- how do I get back to who I am/was AFTER having had a walk-in soul for the last 8 years?
How do I rediscover myself? How do I be as strong, as wise/enlightened, and as amazing as my walk-in was?
Please, kind replies only - I also don't wish to argue or dispute any of what I am stating. Thank you. I am looking for real answers on how to get back to my original self.