life is like world war 3
there seems to be huge spiritual battle going on that we are caught up in the middle of
sometimes I think they attack me because of who I was in one of my past lives
I have all kinds of theories
some belief systems try to blur the lines between good and evil ~ but I don't believe that way -- to me it's either good or it's evil
I was also targeted on craigslist
the psychics and mediums say that spirits can manipulate electronic stuff ~ like the radio and computer ~ they can communicate through them
sometimes I think my computer is possessed ~
we're definitely in the spirit world ~ that's why it's important to keep it all good ~ thoughts are more powerful than you may think
keeping your thoughts good and righteous is a full time job especially when someone or something is messing with you ~ a full time job like 1 second at a time ~ like to lose focus for a couple of seconds could throw it all out the window ~ I used to be good at staying on top of it ~ better than I am now ~ but evil people are still evil ~ no matter how good you are
rebuke the demons and bad spirits
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I think I might find this stuff interesting but I will never know because I don't have the time because I have to do my physical exercise
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...n7H6Sl06r6tE6_
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...sfRZh7kNeaMQnG
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...ot76zf67RSY2fW
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I spend a lot of time watching Chinese Tv on youtube ~ I watch the ones that have english subtitles ~ or closed captioning in english ~ it took me a long time to figure out that there was a closed captioning button on the videos
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https://www.youtube.com/user/7nothin...=dd&shelf_id=0
these are some good ones that I have watched
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fighter of the destiny
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...7HCFW75qRjS9LT
an oriental odyssey
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...InGMVOeVvhXD_q
journey to the east
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...Z9ra5MHt05v4eN
the taoism grandmaster
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...iIPvthYUaOzJ0H
the legend of zhao yao
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...vTfL1OANGPSyLg
I wish more of them had subtitles ~ I feel left out sometimes
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I also believe in magic ~ there is a lot of magic in Chinese dramas ~
sometimes I watch half of a series and then all of the sudden they stop providing closed captioning in english ~ so now I check before I start to watch a series to make sure that they provide english for the whole series ~ sometimes only 1 or 2 videos doesn't have it ~ that doesn't bother me much ~ I will still watch the series
I need to delete my bushcraft playlists because the guy kills fish and animals and thats not something that I do
Buddhism says that your lifestyle shouldn't go against who you are ~ for example if you are a vegetarian you shouldn't have a job as a butcher
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my life used to be all about bodybuilding ~ I liked to do that a lot but there were evil trouble makers at the gym ~ I used to have to go at 4:00 in the morning when no one else was there ~ that was mostly in my hometown though ~ I haven't really had problems from people at gyms outside of my hometown and I have lifted weights all over the world ~ I should start doing that again ~ there is actually a gym right next door to where I live right now
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yoga is also good but I don't like it because I don't like pain ~ but it's what I need to do the most ~ I do mostly yin yoga but I need to do the other kind as well
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like Tai Chi ? ------->
https://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/s...14#post1948314
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