Hi,
come inside my 12th house....
Tea, coffee or something heavier?
Two days ago i was reading (again) about the 12th house, my 12th house in my birth chart. And about Pluto (my house doggy) in there, conjunct my Ascendant.
I read about that pointing towards major transformation, but also at a possible traumatic experience in the womb (where being born already is a trauma).
I also read (again) about Moon in 3rd house, which could point at the death of a sibling.
About the 12th house i found a writing that said that one could look at it like the place you came from as a soul just before jumping into worldly life. Like you were packing your suitcase just before jumping. What do you take with you in that suitcase? What planets in that 12th house and things like conjunctions, sextiles, triangles and such?
Oke, well....i read these things and the next night had the following dream:
I first sat in a train....all white inside....lots of people with me...We had been on vacation and now returning home. The bench i sat on was close to the one right before me...leaving me too little space to sit straight with my legs. What if there would be a crash? The train transformed into a white car. The driver was someone from Poland. The car then stopped and at least 2 people, women, got out. I looked around to see where we were. In my town. I decided to also get out. It wasn´t that close to my home, but i could manage. I took my huge blue suitcase and smaller white backpack out of the car. The other 2 women....one i know from rl, the other felt known but was vague to see. They already had all their stuff.
I then thought about keys, where were my keys? Without them i wouldn´t get into my house?! I started to get mad about that Polish driver...hoping he would wait, because my keys were probably in the car. In the dream i had the feeling like the Polish driver was responsible for me ´having all my stuff together´. But when i felt in my pocket i found my keys with me. There were 4 of them; 3 of them i recognized, the other 1 not...that was new to me. Then i woke up....
It didn´t take long to find out the dream was connected with what i had read about the day before.
The train, the car....all white....like from heaven to earth.
What had i taken with me to earth? Blue suitcase...my dead brother...And the white backpack...i think of gifts, inner power....
The place where the car had stopped....close to the house where i was born.
The woman that i know from rl...lives nearby now....is know with depressions...12th house....?
The other vague woman....my 12th house me?
The driver from Poland. I am from Holland. In dutch someone born in Poland is called Pool....Pool, spoken like pole. Pool or pole then think of the north and south pole for instance. Might then even point to the north and south pole in the birth chart....where did i come from and where am i going?
Does another thing come to my mind. The house (high appartment building) where the woman from rl life lives, is known of as a building where several people already have jumped of to commit suicide...So definitely about the 12th house...
The 4 keys....one of them from the front door, 2 from the back door and one still unknown key...
Maybe if i know where the new key belongs to the vague woman will start to ´clear up´....? Edit: she could symbolize my Venus in 8th house (apex of the Yod)
Have a nice day!
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