Thoughts on Karma

[Dgkswaag]

I made amends with someone after finally realizing why I was dealing with my depression and anxiety why I got arrested. Why I felt so alone and worth less back in the fall, why I had a horrible addiction to drugs, why I wanted nothing more than to rot away in the ground. Karma was a vindictive ***** and I understand why she acted that way. There is a reason I didn't apologize to this girl when I first thought about her and the way I acted. And this is why, after I get in contact with her someone else calls me after we had a big falling out. They owned up to their mistake and told me they were sorry for misjudging the boundaries that are there. That the respect for me has gone up through the roof. A sincere apology that mended our friendship, I'm not one to call karma a ***** with out also mentioning she is the most humbling female I've ever encountered. She is her own yin and yang, and while I realized this sitting on the deep freezer in the garage. I remembered we are all our own yin and yang feeding off each other's yin and each other's yang. My hand grew darker and darker and I saw the darkness eat my hand. I felt no fear from it like I would have back in the fall, it was calming and accepting. And in the middle of all that darkness I saw a white light draw the outline of my bones ever so faintly. We choose to which factor is dominating and we choose to let it affect us in either a negative or positive way.

I may also add later I discovered it was a new moon and I know my other side is about.

[Dgkswaag]

Excuse the language everyone it's just how it rolled off my tongue. Peace be with you all.

I hope that you are now feeling peaceful.

[Dgkswaag]

You have no idea ^__^ with this new moon I'm sure great things are coming. I feel very relaxed and calm and I love it.

[sublevel]

If you desire harmony it will present itself to you.