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Originally Posted by Endymion
Why do you feel sorry? Is grief something that should nt be felt? What do you mean death of a sorts? I m sure you are alive and still here and anyone in the right mind knows that the ones that passed away don't speak.
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Why do I feel sorry?
I worded it badly, which is how I write.
It's just a common decency I thought.
You lost someone, there will be a grieving process however it happens for you.
I've lost people. I just thought it was common courtesy to say something.
What do I mean death of sorts?
Like I said in previous post, I was perplexed so lets just agree it was a bad idea for me to post here.
Because that's how I feel by trying to put things into words.(BAD)
I can happily try and explain my perplexing thoughts further if you wish but I would rather not.
The site does not wish me to talk about some points that I would have brought up.(suicide as the great healer)
If I was to buy that death was the great healer I would already be dead.
I suppose war is the great medicine because it brings on the great healing.
So suicide would have been part of my perplexing writing, though the site doesn't really permit it.
Even if I tried to write more coherently about writing "death of sorts" it may come out worse.
I personally have never heard a dead person speak that I am aware of and I highly doubt if I am in my right mind.
Though I maybe considering age, height and circumstances and toxic environmental and medical factors, who can really tell.
I don't even think that dead people speaking was part of my perplexing thinking.
In simple terms what I meant by death of sorts would be like an EGO death or death of the old man and awakening of a new man.
Another way it is expressed is in the saying "I die daily"
Again I am sorry for your loss and it was a bad idea that I posted on your "death as healing" inquiry.