Want to go home

#1 10-02-2011, 01:54 PM

Day by day, I am feeling more and more empty. I can feel my whole body and spirit just wants to go home. It is as if I no longer belong in this world and I want to go back to my friends and family, back to another world, where I belong. I am an investor by day and I am running a business, but I don´t care as much about my ambitions anymore. I don´t care as much about what people think of me. I am just left with a feeling that I need to help as many people as I can and then just go.

I am not feeling depressed per se. I just feel an emotion so strong that it physically hurts. I feel more and more detached, less concerned with day to day chores that seemed so important before. It is almost as if someone is whispering for me to go. As if I need to catch a train before it is too late. I just want to go back home where I belong. But where is that? Why am I feeling this?

Spiritlite · #2 10-02-2011, 05:33 PM

Dalia I feel the exact same way today..it's not depression it's an urge of helping others.
Spiritlite.

#3 10-02-2011, 06:21 PM

I know what you're feeling. I don't have an explanation either.
What helps me is knowing that something will come along where I'll say to myself, " Boy am I glad I'm still here to witness this."

Native spirit · #4 10-02-2011, 06:38 PM

Hey dalia.

I know just how you feel. and im sure many others can relate to feeling that way too,
with myself i know my soul is tired i have been here many lifetimes before but im glad this is my final path,
there is a big shift happening in the world and it does affect us. spirituality is going to see a big following as ppl are getting fed up with how their lives are, and what is happening in the world,
i know things are changing i can feel it, and a lot of ppl will feel the same, so hang on in there you may be needed more than you realise.

Namaste

Spiritlite · #5 10-02-2011, 08:01 PM

I'm so surprised a lot of us feel this way...I thought I was alone.
Spiritlite.

#6 10-02-2011, 08:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Dalia Calypso

Day by day, I am feeling more and more empty. I can feel my whole body and spirit just wants to go home. It is as if I no longer belong in this world and I want to go back to my friends and family, back to another world, where I belong. I am an investor by day and I am running a business, but I don´t care as much about my ambitions anymore. I don´t care as much about what people think of me. I am just left with a feeling that I need to help as many people as I can and then just go.

I am not feeling depressed per se. I just feel an emotion so strong that it physically hurts. I feel more and more detached, less concerned with day to day chores that seemed so important before. It is almost as if someone is whispering for me to go. As if I need to catch a train before it is too late. I just want to go back home where I belong. But where is that? Why am I feeling this?

Yeah... I am pretty much fed up with this world. I have spent my entire life in isolation, and have already exhausted most of my hobbies. I do not find much to be interesting anymore, and everyday is pretty much the same. This world just won't give me the freedom I desire.

#7 11-02-2011, 05:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Spiritlite

I'm so surprised a lot of us feel this way...I thought I was alone.
Spiritlite.

You are in good company I assure you. Many of us are tired.

psychoslice · #8 11-02-2011, 05:41 AM

You are already home, you have always been home, forget about who you think you are and realize who you truly are, and you'll be there, home.

#9 11-02-2011, 05:53 AM

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Originally Posted by psychoslice

You are already home, you have always been home, forget about who you think you are and realize who you truly are, and you'll be there, home.

True enough...

Elfay · #10 11-02-2011, 05:59 AM

(((((Dalia Calypso))))) i cried before I even opened your thread and as it was opening I had a rush of being totally lost, not knowing where I was. I am so home sick that my heart aches. I yearn to return home as well. I go thru the movements of my life yet I dread each day. The life I am living is totally meaningless. I love my family but I look at them and I don't understand them, I want to but I can't. Things that use to mean a lot to me are totally useless. I am so lonely and so lost. My heart just aches for home.