Originally Posted by noxoid
this woman seems to stmbolize your own feminine qualities. Not sure what the hell twin flame means I assume you feel close to her, or do you mean your legit twin? Dont expect her to return to your life (you risk disappointing yourself), it shall happen if it was meant to be otherwise accept lessons learned and move on.
She's my actual twin flame. Well, at least other twin flame couples have confirmed that she is.
Our connection was otherworldly. I didn't even know what a twin flame or soul mate was until a few years after the experience when I realized other people had experienced the same things.
We were telepathic with each other even though we had only known each other for a few weeks. We would say the same thing in response to questions from other people at the same time. Sort of like couples that have been married for 50 years. It was very strange. We would also communicate with each other in dreams. When we were in the same room there was some sort of magnetic pull between us that we couldn't explain. We would eventually end up shutting everyone else out. I remember one night when we were sitting outside at night I could feel some sort of "energy" surrounding us and literally all the bugs in the surrounding area began swarming us. It's like the bugs picked up on it too. I commented on this before I ever even knew what a twin flame was. I remember one night she caught me in an embarrassing moment, and she picked up on my embarrassment. She said "don't worry, it's just me." As if we had known each other before, even though we had just met.
I also had premonitions that I would meet her in the few years leading up to it. 2 weeks before I met her I was walking around the store and this overwhelming feeling came over me and the words "I am going to meet my future wife here" popped in my head. I had this same experience back in the fall of this year and the words "she's done with him, they're going to break up" popped in my head. A little while later, she dumped her boyfriend. Now I get this sense that she's aware of the "twin flame" thing and is close to ready to be in a relationship with me. It's just, I don't know that I am anymore.
The split was intense and nasty, but we're still connected in dreams. I find it strange.
Another dream I had a while back involved us both being in a college library. She was sitting down trying to study and I kept trying to sit down next to her. Every time I did this she got really annoyed and stormed off. I did this several times until I finally just sat down somewhere by myself and began studying. The second I did this, she walked up to me with a huge smile, took my hand and led me out of the library.
I'm thinking I'm at this stage of the dream now, but I'm just not sure I want to be led out of the library.