Can someone help cut a karmc tie? (I'm in trouble)

Green.Heals · #1 03-12-2022, 02:32 AM

Hello,

So I don't wish to post this where it could go because it is not the point of this.

Back Story:

I am in a rare karmic twinflame situationship. My soul came here for a life's mission. A HUGE part of that mission was to heal. I haven't been able to. I was REALLY close THREE times this past year. That has ended, and I am given wishes, of which I try to continue to use to heal, to no avail. & as every day passes bad things are happening, like it was stated to. The wishes also don't stay as long. At first they'd last 2 weeks, to make the shift, now is it a day maybe two, mostly less.

People don't understand much more than this here, so I've not been coming on, but I NEED HELP PLEASE.

My phone cuts in and out, no one can hear me on my phone. I tried to get some files organized to apply for a grant tonight, and NOTHING would go right. Even when I'd fix the problem with a solution, I am not being allowed to. I have to be PERFECT now, and I don't know if this is because my Twin is better and better ... he healed last July 2021. He awakened last Oct 2021.

He came back and back and back, and through wishes, and I word vomit as I am not healed, nor disciplined. Yep, it's sad, but this is not the problem.

I am not being paid at jobs. My truck keeps having problems. I can't get full time. The part time I DO get isn't enough to make ends meet, it came up in my feed that as of March 17 2023, if you have mental illness, you can receive assisted euthansia, which I have thought about.

A few days ago, they told me end of the path, and final and endgame, which I've dealt with before, but I know this is the last last ends. & because the shifts don't last...the ones I was supposed to make. & I don't know whats going to happen. Like I am not a bad person. I have aspergers and adhd and borderline I know I was told by spirit better things to come, this karmic path was supposed to end and I was supposed to have way better things. but even in the last 3 years, I never had things like this go bad. Ive had very very good things.

My twin inherited hundreds of millions of dollars after he healed last Summer.

The other 3 times that I was almost healed, they let me be not perfect...but now, I am chastized for over thinking, not controlling my subconscious, having negative thoughts, projecting or speaking on negative thoughts.

I learned that there is no God, but Beings that control us by our soul, to of course upgrade ect ect I was given 3 years, and I failed continuously.

I need help PLEASE.

Just love · #2 08-01-2023, 12:19 PM

I can try to help, asking is the hard part, helping is easy!

~Lioness~ · #3 19-01-2023, 03:28 AM

The thing that comes to mind is you're not seeing this "failure" as an opportunity and I don't see why you don't see it that way. This is the universe showing you your potential, so don't give up. :)

Gem · #4 19-01-2023, 05:00 AM

It might be a good idea to talk to a qualified therapist because sometimes we get so much going at the same time that it all gets jumbled and disorganised in our head, and then we need professional techniques to start unraveling it all.

Nameless · #5 21-01-2023, 03:29 AM

I agree with Gem. None of us are trained therapists. I hope you found the help you were looking for.

Miss Hepburn · #6 21-01-2023, 08:13 AM

Yes, I agree --it's not that we don't care about you that not many have responded ...
but we don't know how to help! Darn it.
When I need to be uplifted I basically drown myself in listening to and reading
everything I can get my hands on that inspires me....
it doesn't happen just reading a little ---I mean drowning myself in holy, sacred words. The wisdom of all the teachers
that are out there on youtube is so wonderful. That's the best I can offer you....
Not to concentrate on the problems, but to be uplifted out of them..then I can see clearly. That's what helps me anyway.

My best wishes for you.

Mora321 · #7 23-01-2023, 06:40 AM

In my experience, pushing light from the heart slowly through my lightbody is the most important step to healing.

Then push heart-light through adverse beings to restructure the relationship

Mora321 · #8 25-01-2023, 10:24 PM

Here is a simple experiment. Go back in time to an adverse/failed event and look at the energy of that event and put/visualise next to the energy the words "Oppression System"

What happens to the words?

Try the same experiment putting those words next to people that often interfere with attempts to improve situations

~Lioness~ · #9 09-02-2023, 12:02 AM

Also, green.heals. listen to a meditation on the violet flame. That's the only thing that ever cut the cord to a toxic person for me.

#10 14-02-2023, 09:05 PM

Hello Green.Heals

I've been where you are. It made me dizzy and annoyed. I also felt fooled around.

One thing I immediately see throughout your whole post is that you have a very clear idea of what 'healed' means to you. A clear objective.
However, ask yourself this: how will you ever know you're healed if you haven't reached that point yet? The one you have clearly 'seen'?
Things are rarely the exact way we have envisioned them.

I do not think of vomiting words as sad. Kinda cute actually. Well.. except for the vomit part

I know these millions would do miracles for you right now, but you have to make do with yourself. You don't have to make do with what you have though, you can have whatever you want. It's all up to you.

Those three years that have been 'given' to you mean nothing. You carve your own path. Clearly evidenced by the fact that you can get better! So what if it's temporary for now, at least you know how.
Why not work on a way to make it permanent instead of worrying about objectives?