I wasn't sure where to post this on this forum, so I posted it under general.
My grandmother passed away on May 25, 2023 at 9:00 p.m., and I wanted to do a rewind to see if I could go back three weeks. She could not wait to read my children's book that I just published, and I had planned to order a copy right away and send it to her. Books that are self-published on Barnes & Noble cannot be purchased in store. Self-published books can only be ordered online. My plan was to send a copy directly to her nursing home from the website. Obviously, that did not go as planned.
It was her birthday on May 6th, and she went to the ER the next day. Within eight days, she was back at the nursing home. I should have purchased it when I was buying all her birthday presents that week. I don't know why I didn't. My mind has been so occupied trying to move, with its expenses on top of work, that it slipped my mind. Nevertheless, I feel terrible about it because we were very close, and she was so proud of me for becoming a first-time author. She wanted so badly to read my book and I failed her. Now, she's gone. :(
Several years ago, I tried shifting to another timeline to do something spiritual, but I didn't succeed. I do know that it is possible, but I'm not sure how. Do you know how to return to a particular time? I only wanted to go back a few weeks. The only other thing I could do is hire a medium to connect me to my grandmother and I can show my book to her and read it to her. Well, I could do that right now, but how do I know if she is truly listening and here?
As well, once someone crosses over, do they automatically start their life review? I know that time is linear over there, but I can't help but wonder how quick the process is. Is it like hours or days to us? I know she is in a much better place, but I miss her so much already. Thanks.