Hi Sweetie!

[FallingLeaves]

he's piscean
in the sun
of course

lots of water.

the blue girl is too...

he's been told
his twin is in cancer
but
doesn't really know
if he is being led on...

doesn't know the birth signs
of most of the others,

although
he knows
the second favorite female's
birthday
and could figure out her sign
if he wanted

honestly though
it has never really mattered
to a him
to be matching up the signs...

some people swear by astrology
but even as he knows well
its predictive power
he also knows
that sometimes
too much knowledge
is just too much knowledge

sometimes it is better
to just let
a sleeping dog lie
and maybe take a nap

lol

[FallingLeaves]

someone made the comment
he is very naive
not even knowing
when a girl is flirting with him

well he used to know
but then after a while
with every girl telling him
that what he knows is wrong
anyway
he just kinda decided
it isn't worth
pretending to know
what they anyway don't want him to know

it is just another way
to get the rug yanked out from under his feet

to gather yet another rejection of his beingness

so it is better to just be naive
and not pretend to know
what it is that he knows.

[FallingLeaves]

well his problem is
he keeps getting encouraged
to believe the best
about his twin wanting him

and it is very difficult
to listen
when she says
no I don't

he supposes
if she hadn't had him killed
last time he didn't listen
it would be hopeless
and he still simply wouldn't
sigh

stupid curse!

[FallingLeaves]

last night
while he was meditating
he started feeling
cocky
and sure
and out of touch with himself
so
he simply stopped meditating.

No point in doing stuff
if it is just going to lead
to more bad behaviour.

[FallingLeaves]

so his twin told him

silly
you already know
not to worry for the future

no matter how bad
you think it could be
or how much
you want to avoid bad behavior
you well know
anyway
everything works for the best

[FallingLeaves]

he found
a big piece
of the key
that he's been looking for
nearly forever

yesterday

so now
he is
somewhat content.

[FallingLeaves]

he used to go places
where she said
she would be

she was never there

it hurt,
a lot

now
he's not going to try
to go somewhere
that it would be difficult
for a him
to go to
anyway
just on her say-so

there is just no point.

[FallingLeaves]

in fact
he feels
so strongly about this
that
if he was going to go somewhere
anyway
and she told him she would meet him there
he would be likely to cancel his plans.

[FallingLeaves]

jesus seemed to think
life of the physical body
is not sacrosanct

he came out and said
there is no greater love
than to offer ones very life
for another

and then did as he said.

and in fact
there seems to be
a benefit
to losing one's physical body.

But we seem to think
even one death
that could have been
'prevented'
is too many deaths

and must be stopped at all costs

we idolize
life of the physical body
to the extent
we are willing
to place gross limitations
on the very life of other people
just in the name
of satisfying
our lust
to keep others
physically alive

I don't think we have gotten the point
as limitations on others
are simply an attempt
to make them not express
who they are
and thus
an attempt
to kill them,,

[FallingLeaves]

well,
aside from
people being mean to you
levitation
seems stomachable enough

there is obvious advantage
if you get to do it
and if you go that far
you already know
not to be as concerned
that you feel
the 'proper way'
that you know
people should feel.

Something a little harder
is heat

because
if you are pure
and you can attract the heat
eventually
your skin becomes red
and pasty
and maybe a little flaky

so you would need
a little faith
to get through that

especially given
the propensity of others
to claim
such things
are necessarily
an illness

purely because of the proposition
that most people don't go through them

caterpillars aren't butterflies either
but I could sense if that one sprouted wings
the others might find them 'ill'

simply because they weren't the same
as they always were before
and as such beings are generally known to be

That is
if such creatures
were anywhere nearly
as concerned
with propriety
as humans seem to be.

maybe though
that is why
butterflies exist
but humans never get further
in their own evolution.