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09-08-2020, 05:57 PM
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Master
Join Date: Sep 2013
Location: uk
Posts: 1,293
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Even if this didnt work out, the way it ended was a poetical gem, words seem to last a lifetime!
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~I think it's impossible to really understand somebody, what they want, what they believe, and not love them the way they love themselves ~
◌ⴽAꕂꕂ A simple smile could be the first aid kit that someone has been looking for,
If you believe with absolute honesty that you are doing everything you can....DO MOREꕂꕂ◌ⴽ
~Shane Koyczan~
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09-08-2020, 09:04 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,413
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thank you all for your nice words...
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he only wishes it was over
that he could get over her
sigh
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it doesn't matter anyway
there is nothing much left of his life
he works
he eats
he sleeps ( a lot)
he's not really interested
that much
even in meditating
any more.
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even if this had worked out
it would be meaningless
given where he is at
with his own life
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wishes things could be better
sometimes
but they never do get better
one hardship after another
and no rest for the weary...
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10-08-2020, 09:53 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,413
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its not just her
its the whole world really
he looks at all the things he was made to do
and all the things that were done to him
it has been very hard on him
with very little respite
He has just reached a point
where he no longer feels like
pretending
he is happy about any of this
just to keep others from judging him badly
and punishing him harshly
yet again
because he won't toe the line
and pretend to be 'happy'.
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not that anything can be done
now
about any of it
neither she
nor any of the others
can change a jit
of what they do
he just doesn't feel like juggling
stupid balls
high in the air
any more
and instead feels like calling it what it is
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12-08-2020, 11:37 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,413
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well
he got tired
of feeling
sorry
for himself
even though
it was such fun!
He can't eat cookies all day long I guess.
so when he picked the meditation
up
off the floor
where he had dropped it
he immediately found something new.
Guess he should know by now
best way to progress
is just to quit!
never ceases to amaze him though.
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as far as her
he's just trying to not listen
to her speak
for the moment
the realization
that led to his latest 'breakdown'
being just so awful
he can't even find words
to describe it.
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15-08-2020, 03:02 AM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,413
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hi sweetie
pizza night, yay!
waves!
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21-08-2020, 12:25 AM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,413
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hi sweetie
having fun praying
it is getting to be quite a riot
but I still have to do it very slowly
lol
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23-08-2020, 09:44 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,413
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woke up on the wrong side of the bed
feeling awful
yelling at people
doesn't know why he should go on
with this prayer stuff
feels almost
as if it is somehow wrong
knows
he is being punished
anywho
and doesn't really have a prayer
of getting anywhere
anyway
it was all just
another elaborate scam
and its never getting better
not ever
would cry
but what is the point?
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24-08-2020, 02:52 AM
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Master
Join Date: Apr 2017
Posts: 3,511
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Who is he who is being punished, anyhow?
( so depressing)
Pray if it helps.
If not, meditiate.
Do both, Ohmmm.
Find sweet bilss...
Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy!
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Nothing Lasts But Nothing is lost
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25-08-2020, 10:57 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2014
Posts: 6,413
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some of us
get very little sweets....
life being one
nearly impossible moment
after another
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he used to wonder
how she was so dead on accurate
in her observations
then it occurred to him
he's got quite enough
to deal with
in his own life
without trying to figure out
what is going on with her
still more
but he likes it
it is kinda homey...
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27-08-2020, 04:47 AM
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Master
Join Date: Apr 2017
Posts: 3,511
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And here we have it from her mouth???
She likes it kinda horney?
Home is where the heart is sweety.
Do you not understand her?
Open wide, let her in.
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Nothing Lasts But Nothing is lost
Last edited by Nowayout : 27-08-2020 at 05:36 AM.
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