What was said vs understood?

[Unseeking Seeker]

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God or Sat being the only true substance
Choicelessly chooses to manifest existence

Dividing Himself into two by His creativity
Creating thus a pulse manifested as polarity

The pulse the word the outpouring being Ohm
Wherefrom arose the Universe we call our home

In the void of stillness He remains neutral
Attraction & repulsion orbiting the Sun central

Thus is set up the triad or trinity of energies
Satva & Rajas & Tamas in a play for eternity

That that He may behold Himself in surprise
He slips into stupor to gradually awake & rise

This play then enacted in the field of maya
Where space-time-matter become an enigma

Veil of illusion creating in life feeling of identity
Appearing to be limited though in truth infinity

Delusion of each lifetron rooted in stagnation
Freedom instant centred in source of causation

Maya manifestation being but division illusionary
Reflection of vibrations in a dream world imaginary

Eternal truth Sat found in stillness of meditation
Evident in the void of each pulse polarity rotation

Stretching the void by stilling flickering attention
We are one with the absolute in blissful elation

as understood from ‘The Holy Science’

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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Essence of pristine presence bliss self existent
Cloaked by higher & lower mind energy element

Eternal presence then being Chit or consciousness
Creating emotional intellect and ego separateness

Intellect or Buddhi drawing us closer to the divine source
Whilst lower mind deludedly indulging in ego cravings coarse

The prana force encasing Chit & ego in precipitated matter
Earth, water, fire, air & ether which upon death we scatter

Sat - God essence, Chit - aliveness of consciousness
Ananda - innate, effervescent, perennial blissfulness

Bliss or Ananda the core, intellect, ego, prana force & outer body
These then constitute the five sheaths of our earth vehicle entity

Ego mind repelling and Chit Buddhi attracting love magnetism
Free will determining which colour is displayed on our body prism

Awakening inner polarity of each sheath of consciousness
We reconnect to our own divinity unifying with Sat or Oneness

as understood from ‘The Holy Science’

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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Allurement & attachment
Transcended by detachment
In silent contemplation
By re-cognition

Senses externalised
Each cognition sized
Believing we are the identity
We seek higher enableability

Pampering animal craving
Thirsting & quarrelling & lusting
Recognising transience of the external
We turn inwards into quietude internal

Thus animal body and lower mind rested
It is the turn of feeble intellect to be tested
Found limited & inadequate in discernment
Surrendered to conscience in contentment

We pause to recognise the steep gradient
Of each micro ascension of detachment
For each fear & desire rooted in stagnation
Is overcome by grace alone by meditation

So the thinker thinking & doer doing
Replaced by essence of presence resonating
Tuning into vibration as of affinity
With the singular goal of God connectivity

As of the scriptures at this coordinate
We are in sync with the heart in stillness sedate
Whereupon we are immersed in bliss ineffable
Truly a transcendental wonder of Gods miracle

Here we are and here we stay for the moment
Rapturous in the current elixirous to which sentient
Yet it seems that bliss too we must let go
Assimilating it fully and then indulgence forgo

What wonders lie beyond when all fetters are gone
No one is here with last remnants of ego are shorn
Let us await the reunion
Freedom by fusion

With the source

as understood from ‘The Holy Science’

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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Each dream is real in enactment therein
For the time continuum within it we reside
Dreams within dreams a myriad of illusions
Awaking only when thought forms subside

The dream then merely thought projection
Has no real & enduring existence of its own
Being but a play of ideas by us self conjured
Hidden fears & desires manifest for us alone

Likewise then what we call as waking state
Inference of senses and lower mind combine
The underlying reality not quite as it seems
Truth eternal in the void of stillness we divine

Looking in deeper as of endowed discerning
How may we self assess our dream response
The images or destiny happening as ordained
Are we in a continuum aligned with conscience

What within the dream or waking does agitate
Creating discordant ripples in our blissfulness
Is attention poised in astonished wonderment
Essence of presence flowing in tranquil stillness

as understood from ‘The Holy Science’

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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Ida & Pingala & Sushumna
Trisect at the Ajna chakra
Upon assimilation of the current
To the divine light we are sentient

Likewise we cognise the unstruck sound
That within & around as Ohm does resound
Baptised thus in this cosmic sound & light
We become twice born obtaining divine sight

Such is the affirmation of the scripture
We await our turn to behold this wonder
Imbibing & assimilating Christ consciousness
Unifying our being inseparably with Oneness

as understood from ‘The Holy Science’

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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Affirmations seem popular
attempting to manifest reality
peril being of ego seeking
boon as bane causing fatality

Unless with the conscience
we be in tranquil alignment
ego borne cravings & urgings
bring suffering & discontentment

Such is the divine paradox
that whilst we may co-create
we must do so in loving surrender
detached and in stillness sedate

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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Approaching death squeeze
promising to end by release
nemesis of attachment borne delusion
finds no favour of its benign benediction
the trapped entity hypnotised
has not yet quite self realised
beyond the familiar shrouded darkness
lies the light of endless love & kindness
shedding of form an awaking
from deep slumber dreaming
other option being to rise in this moment
by cessation enhancing stillness quotient
shift within in effortless ease
as we embrace-hold-release

flowing along like the breeze

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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What is courage
in as an attribute
that holds us erect
in storms resolute

Courage as quality
of a doer limited
both fickle & feeble
until fear decimated

Courage then emptiness
devoid of desire & fear
a vibrant detachment
illumined vision clear

Courage in absoluteness
requires identity to vaporise
merging with oneness
no ego left to size

Courage then attributeless
there being no one here
save the throb of love divine
seeing God everywhere

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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blast from the past
leaves us appalled & aghast
crude wake up call
delusion blown in the squall

savage dream images
ferality that conscience ravages
remnants of our past
resurfacing for an unholy repast

negativity seeking release
being a bubble of ego imaginary
we allow it to quietly burst
for love alone quenches our thirst

in prayerful surrender

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[Unseeking Seeker]

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Free will whose
An egoic ruse
Please excuse
Offered clues

The mind body enigma
An outer form we call jiva
Inner layer soul or Atma
All within God or Paramatma

This preamble in place
The line of inquiry we face
From our core at an easy pace
Truth recognised solely by His grace

We the jiva with senses external
Having narrow agendas ephemeral
In joy & sorrow rotation cyclical
Live out a life tragicomical

Our the thus delusion
In myriad of maya borne illusion
Egoic thought fuelling confusion
Mires us in stupor of stagnation

Freedom instant by thought cessation
Resting fear & desire agitation
In restful prayerful meditation
Igniting within divine love bliss elation

However being bound by our own hand
Matrix of life yet we are yet to understand
We ask about free will before we can stand
The light within veiled by mundanity bland

So do we have free will ...
We indeed do if we are still
When divine love in our heart we instil
As the elixir of bliss within overspills

As for destiny
Of mind body entity
There is a blueprint but with no finality
Free will determining turbidity or serenity

When will we be free we hear ourself ask
In effortless stillness getting to the task
Is-ness of presence in joy does bask
Having discarded the ego mask

One day
Any day
Today
Hip hip hooray!

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