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Originally Posted by ScarlettHayden
It's not bindu. Bindu drops down amrita, but I don't feel energy dropping down, I feel it going out. I had wondered if it circulates my entire energy system again but I really can't feel where it goes. Can you send me the link where you wrote this post? I'd love to read it... glad someone knows what I'm talking about...
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it is part of a journal that grew into a book. i have worked with my guides since before it was popular. i turned 60 this year so it is a long story. bendiji is a teacher i was sent to that is schooled in eastern thought. how i was sent to him is a funny story. i seem to have misbehaved in the class and was told at the end of the class that i was being given the opportunity to study with a new teacher that would tech me discipline. i looked at the leader and said . OK but i knew i was being sent to detention.
MUSTANG MEDITATION
I tried out this meditation stuff and worked on cleaning up my chakras. It’s not that they were dirty; they needed to be cleaned up because they were rusty from disuse. I began t o compare my chakra system to the old Mustang my husband was trying to restore.
He would work on each individual part of the engine. The cooling system, the combustion system, the braking system, there were a lot of separate systems that needed to work together to start the engine and make driving safe.
I started working on each of the seven major chakras. I learned where each of them are and what each of them does. All cars come with an owner’s manual. The eastern books on the subtle energy system were like my new owners manual.
I tried to do what the books instructed. The chakras are said to be like wheels that spin once you get them going. Mine were stuck. I tried for months working on them to get them started. I shined them. I greased them. I tried moving them with my minds hands. Now and then there would be a slight rumbling from the engine that would encourage me.
Then It happened. Just like the books said. I felt the wheels start to move. It started at the bottom and slowly moved up my body. I was an observer, noticing how each cell of my body grew in an energy that I was sure would break out of my skin. Just when I thought I could stand it no more it shot out of my head. I breathed a sigh if relief and was glad it was gone.
It was a week before I had the nerve to do any more meditating. If I did it once I could do it again I reasoned to myself. I made a conscious effort to start my engine again. Grind. Grind. Grind. Nothing was happening. I must be doing something wrong. I once again started paying attention to each chakra to understand what each part of me had to say. I wanted to feel it rise within me once again.
I was coaxing myself to make the energy rise within me when I noticed a strange thing. The energy in my head was making me fell like my brain was on fire. The chakra at the top of my head had started spinning while I was concentrating on my root chakra. I observed the movement of the energy as it once again traveled across my body. I was worried because I had it backwards. I was supposed to be raising myself towards better things and the energy was headed downwards. What was I to do now? This is not what expected. As suddenly as it had started it ended with a tingling that remained for some time.
As I came out of my meditation Benji stood in front of me. He was looking at me in disbelief. I thought I was really in trouble. He was going to tell me how I had destroyed my chakra system like blowing the engine I had worked so hard on restoring.
“My child, my child” Benji greeted me. “You have done nothing wrong. All of energy must complete a circuit. Your mission is not only to rise up but also to utilize the energy and bring it down. You have done well even if it is not what you expected.”
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