any advice?

wondered if any one can help? dont realy feel comfortable asking this in person.

ive always had those momemts where dreams have seemed to act themselves out. but a while back when i went to a spiritualist church i had something strange happen. while i sat there listening to other readings, the whole room faded from view and turned a deep crimson and i saw a pair of arms emerge and embrace me, but i felt uncomfortable at the time and ignored it.

a while later a medium asked me if i had 'seen' my grandfather (who past away),
i knew what he was talking about but i panicked and dismised it saying i hadnt.

but now i wonder should i be developing this. im not realy in a position to give readings to anyone publicly. so is it fair to develope this and not use it? i feel like if there is something for me to hear maybe i should listen?

any advice would help, thanks

It sounds more like you're becoming more and more clairvoyant. Honestly, it's up to you if you want to develop the sight and hearing, but if you don't want to, you can just shut it off. For some it is like a switch, for others it takes longer to close off.

Always be honest. If this medium sensed something, by you telling them you had not, it could make them doubt there abilities. Second this medium could have perhaps offered you some counsel an direction. Maybe get in touch with this person an come forward, see where it leads you goodluck.

relax into what you are experiencing.

your god gives you nothing you cant handle.

most of our desires come in ways we never expect and we lose our dreams because we limit our acceptance of that reality.

just remember life is a gift....and that means all experiences are such