Hi WantToBeHappy, and thank you for following this post!
I've edited this reply because there were way too many words in it, LOL
I don't worry these days if it was or is black magic on me. I had stored up a great amount of fear in my system. My mind had protected me. I have battled that fear, too with great help from this forum, it's member, especially a few, you know who you are :) (And thank you so much for allowing me to write so much about it in the past!)
I think it was a mix of my own fear, and too I live on the ground of "something", neighbor has it too, that why it keeps getting sold off I guess, it is what it is. It is as if the other realm, world, has a better chance of coming through in this one.
The guy who was the result of me storing up so much old fear in me came from a background where I know today it is not so uncommon that they enter various brotherhood, secret societies. Now, to me secret societies is something I think has to do with ceremonies, rituals, unfamiliar things to me. It was all for me to fill in the blanks and that would naturally only feed my fear.
It's all good now, though, it is to the point that I can almost laugh at it and not understand what a hold it had on me.
Last edited by asearcher : 21-01-2022 at 12:17 PM.