I can talk to people without quoting them.
Quoting is unnecessary.
I need to stop quoting.
I don't even need to stop quoting, I need to have never quoted in the first place.
A person who never quotes, just responds.
Whenever I talk to people, I don't quote them.
I have never quoted them.
I hardly ever quote people in real life.
Neither should I quote them here.
Quoting is a desperate call for attention.
The universe cannot give attention to one who screams that they are not getting attention.
Rather be humble, and use my own words. And maybe mention one name sometimes. Here and there.
And feel the entire universe watching and having an opinion about every single thought word or deed.
So that if I ever do feel bad, I'll just know, the universe has a different opinion. That's all.
And they wont join mine. Ever. So either I join them and feel good. Or I stay here and feel bad. With my pointless opinion.
Huh? I just found a paradox.
If my opinion is wrong. And thus I feel bad. Does that mean my inner being thinks my opinion is right? No! Oh my god. I remember, words dont mean anything. I am retarded. Unfortunately.
It just means, my inner being has a DIFFERENT opinion.
So emotions are not even the point. I mean....
JESUS CHRIST WHY CANT MY INNER BEING JUST TELL ME ITS OPINION DIRECTLY.
Why do I need to feel my way to it.
So lets say I am frustrated. And so my inner being has a different opinion.
And lets feel my way to different ideas...
I don't need my inner beings opinion. (feels worse)
I do need my inner beings opinion. (feels same.)
Oh.... So...
When I feel better, it is the path TOWARDS understanding my inner being. (feels same)
No... Still not get me anywhere.
I want to be able to know what my inner being knows. (feels slightly better)
I can know what my inner being knows. (feels same, i dont believe that)
Ok so...
My inner beings knows that I want to know what it knows. And that means that I now know, what my inner being knows! I got it! I got a piece of it!
(feels slightly better)