One Year

[Vintage traveler]

Hello y'all!

It's been a little over a year since I met my twin flame or who I believe my twin flame is. We only had a brief (most likely the briefest of all twin flame encounters) but I just knew when we met something was happening. Time stood still and it was as if we had known each other my entire life. Of course after he left and we went our separate ways several events occurred in my life but I never forgot about this one brief encounter in my life. I feel like I went through this spiritual awakening and watching my mom die on her deathbed 6 weeks after our encounter I told her everything while she was in the in between heaven and earth stage. After she died the were all these signs that led me to continue think about my twin flame. I had no idea what the hell was going on internally. I couldn't control my feeling or emotions. I knew I had just lost my mom but this went deeper.

It's now been a year since I met my twin flame and I'm not sure if he even remembers me let alone thinks of me. I know he came into my life at that point in time for a reason but I'm not sure the feeling is mutual. While we were standing there alone in a dimly lit room it just felt like a magnetic energy. Maybe a month or so ago I had a strange (possibly dream) where I heard a guys voice whisper my name and gently touch or brush my cheek. I woke up and my mind immediately went to him. I also woke up confused and not knowing anything . My mind wandered.

Is this normal? Part of a process? Mutual? A deeper sign? A test?

Does anyone have any answers or a perspective on this? I'm going crazy again and getting the bug to go out and search for this guy because I have to know if he ever felt anything.