Shiva

[ThatMan]

@lomax You have many interesting experiences, looking forward to read more of your experiences. So I meditated having no thoughts about Shiva or something related with this, of course, I saw this post but did not necessarily thought about it. Clearly the vision below was related with your post, somehow it acted like a trigger in my subconscious. Don't remember ever having an experience with Shiva.

I closed my eyes and instantly I noticed this huge, bigger then the Earth, massive bluish arm coming towards me, like taking me in its hand. I could not see much at first and then I started to see many other blue arms, just like that one and then my mind went haywire and started imagining things which I knew were my doing, but for those few moments I saw something that was not my doing.

The arm was coming towards me with its palm up, horizontally, like having your hand under water only to rise it slowly with the water slowly falling over your hand, that's how its movement looked like. A strange thing is that the bluish color was also purple, both colors at the same time, but seeing only the blue and only sensing the purple color.

If I were to try connect consciously, the chances would have been slim, but when I expect the least, things like these happen.

[lomax]

I can speak only from my own experience and understanding.

The bluish color and flashes it's the third eye,which is related with Jupiter.and the higher self.
As you said, when we try to get control and manipulate things by will, most likely failure appears
It happens to me all the time.

It's the egoic mind who wants to get in the middle,. The more you try, the more stronger it gets. And then the result is energy drain, and confusion.

As for your vision, I think it was a great experience.

[AngelBlue]

So true Lomax.
We See, Hear, Experience, and learn more when we STOP looking and searching for it. We can always "see" things and make them "fit" if we want to.
The point is we are all learning, and just like a teacher in school we won't be ignored. Once we are on the "journey" there's no getting off it !!!!
Many times I got so frustrated and told them all where to go and leave me alone .
Do they leave me alone??? Never !
A relaxed and quiet mind can hear and see so much more than a chaotic frantic one .
You seem to have learnt and grown a lot during your absence . That is just my observation.

[Native spirit]

I agree with Angel Blue


Namaste

[lomax]

Yes. It's all about learning.
But Theres a but.

Who wants to learn? Is it me or my conscious mind? Cause I'm pretty sure that my subconsious and higher self know already and they keep all the powers I want and everything else I can imagine.

Is it our real purpose? To become conscious of the unconsious ang get control?
Sounds very tempting for my ego. Everyone wants to learn, manipulate and take control. This is it.
And I'm in as well.

[AngelBlue]

There's ALWAYS a but... !
We can ask a million questions that start with ""But what if ...""
And there will only ever be one answer....
And you Lomax don't need me or anyone else to answer this for you....
You already know...

[lomax]

Yes. That's true.
Deep inside me I feel that I'm craving from freedom.
Freedom from everything and anything,