Hi Sweetie! - Page 14

FallingLeaves · #**131** 27-07-2020, 09:43 PM

knows she is already gone
waves goodbye into the void

he's gonna miss this place

Ziusudra · #**132** 28-07-2020, 02:24 PM

The Connection
Not a rope
For a tug of war
Never to pull or push
But simply
Acknowledging
Its existence

FallingLeaves · #**133** 28-07-2020, 09:48 PM

he hears her he really does. He's too demanding, he's whiny, he pushes and pulls instead of letting it flow. He does get it, and he's been working on some of it... but it will take a lot of time and as well he is doing other things too. Maybe when he is more grown up they can meet again sometime.

FallingLeaves · #**134** 30-07-2020, 10:58 PM

he guesses
he's been marginalized
and mistreated
so many times

by so many people
including famously her

and he's just sick of it.

for example, given promises
that he would reap what he sows
then sowing
at great cost to himself
and then being told he didn't do it right
and so cannot reap.

he'd rather make up some fine story
about how
he's all that
but has to be it alone

than deal with that life again

even when he knows himself
it is all **.
----------------------------------------------
but at least if he makes up his own **
he knows what he is buying.

FallingLeaves · #**135** 31-07-2020, 09:55 PM

he thinks
it is time
to give up spirituality

he's seen
what it does
to people's minds

and maybe too much
is too much

besides,
now that he's been called
'spiritual snob'

it doesn't seem so appealing
to continue down this path.

FallingLeaves · #**136** 01-08-2020, 05:31 PM

he didn't mean to come off
as asking for that.

lord knows he isn't so good at it either
not right now.

it is just
he is in
one of those confusing times

where you know something in your head
but you don't really know it at all
after all...

FallingLeaves · #**137** 01-08-2020, 11:21 PM

he wants
to say something
but thinks
it is like crying wolf

he wouldn't be believed.

Just as well
he keeps something
for himself though.

Ziusudra · #**138** 02-08-2020, 04:14 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by FallingLeaves

he hears her he really does. He's too demanding, he's whiny, he pushes and pulls instead of letting it flow. He does get it, and he's been working on some of it... but it will take a lot of time and as well he is doing other things too. Maybe when he is more grown up they can meet again sometime.

Amount of time has nothing to do with it.
Another 30 yrs, 300yrs would not make any difference
It is really about what you do with the time and what you do differently.
Some awareness can take 3 nano seconds and that can lead to a different path.

Have you noticed?
Some decisions/actions made in seconds by listening to your inner voice are the best decisions.
Some of these can change your entire life...

I hope that you find what you are looking for so you can be set free....
This is what I wish for you, my dear friend Falling....

FallingLeaves · #**139** 02-08-2020, 11:35 PM

even when he's trying to change,
he just gets insulted.

Sigh.

TBH if he weren't infatuated
still
he wouldn't be so keen on her
any more...

knowing what he knows
about their past

and maybe he should think
seriously about THAT
as a potential
for changing his own life dramatically.

At least two of the others
are incredibly much nicer
to a him
than she
after all...

FallingLeaves · #**140** 03-08-2020, 12:22 AM

not that he's
particularly unhappy
over that prospect

he figures
he's being punished
for past misdeeds
anyway

and can't have anyone
whatsoever
this lifetime

so anything said
is meaningless
in one way or another.

he doesn't know though
if he welcomes that
or if it makes him sad

certainly though
having to relate
as a male
is something he doesn't really relish.