Phoenix Crystal Skulls

[FairyCrystal]

Phoenix crystal skulls...
I feel these are quite a different ballgame. I have the regular crystal skulls, a raven crystal skull, and now the first of two phoenix skulls.
It came in yesterday, the other will arrive Tuesday. Both are made from flower agate.

Today I feel I can connect with it better. Yesterday I wasn't feeling too well and I found it impossible to connect or get anything from it.
It is an -to me- unusual colour of flower agate: it's like a darker aubergine/burgundy mix, then slightly transparent as that's what flower agate is, with pinkish-white fossil "flowers".
I don't think I've ever seen a specimen in that colour.

In any case, the shapes of the phoenix skulls you can buy varies quite a bit. Some are shorter and a bit higher, so the beak is shorter, more like a bird of prey.
Mine has a longer beak.
It's really choosing what you like cos after all we have no reference to what a Phoenix should look like.
And I guess that how the differences in carving come into being too.
Mine is also not huge, it's petite, some 8,5cm length and 3,5 cm high.

As for what I feel, not entirely sure yet. But it does feel like my (energetic) Phoenix is closer in presence again. He is huge, and a very ethereal aqua/turquoise in colour.
It is odd to have difficulty feeling the skull's energy as off late I have found it remarkably easy to channel the energy and story of a crystal.

For now I'll end with adding the photo from the shop with a lot of Phoenix skulls so you have a bit of an idea.
There are Avalonite ones, flower agate, and ivory white jade.

[FairyCrystal]

In the meantime I got my message from my Phoenix. Shortly after his arrival I got "Accept."
I couldn't get more as I wasn't feeling well. Then yesterday I got more:
Accept". Don't try to force or shape something / yourself into what you think it/you should be. (also in the sense of what I think other people want me to be). Relax, and ease into it. It's okay to be a tad weird."

Today the 2nd Phoenix arrived! He's a little larger than the 2st one. He's not nearly the honey yellow he had in the photos. A far softer colour, like a lighter variety of the colour of the 2st one. In a way disappointing but he's beautiful nonetheless. It's not the tiny difference in monitor colour and the real thing. It's a huge difference, almost like a different skull.

In any case, his message is 'let go'. Tuning in he feels like a warm embrace, holding me in his wings, warm, safe, protected. "Relax, let it go. You're safe."

I'm quite certain more will follow but for now this is what I got.
And happy with them both!

[FairyCrystal]

I went to the crystal shop shortly after the 2nd Phoenix arrived. I felt I wanted a 3rd Phoenix, a white Ivory jade one, but I wanted to choose one in the flesh.
It wasn't the reason I went, I wasn't in a hurry with it, but when there...

And I got my ivory jade skull!
I'm still nuts about them, esp the first one -the smallest of the 3 and the darker flower agate, and the white jade one.
Their energy seems to have changed since they got here, they feel more accessible, more open now, softer too.

And they resonate really well with my 12 cm tall rhodo calcite so that's always close to them. The whole lot is on my desk, right in front of me (among with a number of other crystals).
I'm really happy that I got my Phoenix trio in!

[FairyCrystal]

Not long after I got my 3rd Phoenix, the first ivory jade one, I went back to the shop for something else. But in the back of my mind I had hope of finding a small ivory jade Phoenix skull to add to the others.
I found the rainbow calcite point (with lots of yellow!) that I wanted. Then I went to the Phoenixes, saw one that seemed to really resonate, but I was tired, had some issue on my mind, and I wasn't sure. So I left it. And ended up regretting it when home.
I went back the next day or day after, hoping it'd still be there, but it had gone. I chose another small ivory jade Phoenix.
Now I have 4, and I feel utterly happy with them! They're a nice group together. I feel most strongly drawn to the first one, a dark red-brown flower agate with the typical white-pinkish flowers, and the larger ivory jade Phoenix. But without the other 2 it wouldn't be the same.

As it is I don't feel a need or longing to get another one, which is good as they're as good as sold out at the mo I believe.

[FairyCrystal]

I'm still very much busy with my Phoenix skulls and I feel they're very actively working for / on me still.
At times it's one of the flower agates, then it's the smaller ivory jade one and at the mo it's the larger white ivory jade Phoenix.
I took that to bed for a few nights.
Now I didn't sleep okay for a few nights, with is unusual for me. I just couldn't fall asleep which is highly annoying. Normally I fall asleep as soon as I see my pillow, hihi.
Then last night before going upstairs, it dawned on that it could be related to the white Phoenix, and I decided to leave it downstairs.
I fell asleep as normal.
Quite amazing as I have often taken my regular white jade skull to bed, no problem whatsoever. But ivory jade is different, plus a Phoenix has a different energy as well.
It could've been coincidence, but for now I'm not taking Phoenixes with me! Certainly not that one as he's very powerful, and after all Phoenix is a firebird.