The unknown and alchemy/changing effortlessly

[~Lioness~]

I learned today while thinking a lot about everything and not caring about my thoughts at all, because every thought is so fleeting. Life itself is fleeting, at every moment. Flowing is letting go and just being.

To accept it all is worthwhile. Accept that one day I will die, one day I won't be. But for now, while I am here, I choose to be alive more in my own being, to have more presence and focus, while also learning to flow and let go, and let the changes that are trying to take place in me Happen. To let myself transform, guided by my own soul. I don't know what i will be. But I'll accept it joyfully. The changes seem to come fromm an outside source, my soul I guess that's what it feels like and the changes are completely necessary. I feel more whole than I ever have, and I don't want to lose it I know there are the ups and downs of life,, I'm trying to be aware in both sides of that spectrum , because awareness feels good. And if I can be aware even in my worst days, even in my good days where I feel great, then that awareness will guide me through the ups and downs. And the ups the joys the blissful moments.. they'll be multiplied.

Rn I feel really good.i have been meditating daily. I'm proud of it because it's really opening my mind.

Anyways how's everyone doing? What's your idea of a soul? What's it's purpose? Are you afraid of death?