Ready to die?

[Tobi]

I had this strange short dream last night. It wasn't the slightest bit threatening, and seemed quite fair and reasonable.
I was kind of "asked" how ready am I yet to "die" (pass away from the physical life) There wasn't an actual voice, more of a telepathic contact. Also there were no "surroundings" in the dream. And any answer would do. But I sensed it was very important. I gave the exact answer I felt most at that moment.
Oddly it was interesting because I realized I am not quite ready to go. I felt a strong "tug" in my energies towards the landscape I live in, and realized I didn't want to leave it yet. That was the only thing that pulled me back. Nothing else did.
There was no pressure to "give any right answer" or anything like that. And there was a gentleness about the atmosphere of the dream, and the unspeaking, unseen Communicator. It was all quite pleasant.
But this dream really touched me at roots-level.

I'm just glad you are still here with us, dear Tobi.

I found dreams always came in meaningful ways. It maybe just all about some matter in your life or some part of you, some part of the cycle of life.

But the question doesn't come lightly for most people,
I wouldn't have been able to answer it myself with peace like
Anytime, I'm fine with it. Let it happen when it does... until the last few years. I always had reasons and attachments I just couldn't leave behind.

[Tobi]

Niebla, thank you, your kindness is appreciated.

I was of the impression I was ready to "die" any time, accepted it unquestioningly nowadays. I have no problem with it at all.
It was strange in the dream how I felt strong attachment to my landscape. It was magnetic. So I know I am not ready yet, actually. I "saw" the green fields, the apple blossom, could smell them...those are the things which I am attached to in this world.

Before dream interpretation you should get ready for it properly.

[Thunder Bow]

The landscape is your landscape within you. You did not leave yourself and feel gentle in yourself. You are comfortable with in. The voice is you.

[Tobi]

Yes I think the voice was me Thunder Bow. It was a coming face to face with what I really feel I guess, in the simplest way. It was very gentle.

[Michelle11]

Sounds like you reached a cross roads. Ultimately you very well have worked through what you came here to work through so now it is just a matter of choice. Though it is always choice but I had a rough time of it once and was asked point blank if I wanted to die but for me there was a lot of regret because I would have been running away so I said no but it really was very obvious to me it is our free will choice to be here. I wasn't stuck here trapped in a bad situation. It made my choice more of a proactive one and kind of empowered me to get out of the situation. Anyways, enjoy your environment. It sounds very lovely.

[EyeaM]

Are you sure it was about physically dying or just a methaphor to let go, give in yourself into the unknown?

[Tobi]

EyeaM....no I think it was definitely meaning leaving the physical plane. I didn't feel any "change" symbolism, about this, it was very much straightforward.
Michelle....I don't think I can have worked through what I came here to do yet, I have been thinking about those things a lot lately. I am not certain what I did come here to do. I am not fully conscious of what it is. But know that when it is done, I will probably know -because there will be no more attachment to this world, it will happen naturally I think. Then I'll go and will be very ready to go.

[Shabda]

perhaps it happened to remind you of what you came here to accomplish, by transposing it against the possibility of dying and leaving??