333 - And manifestation

[AlignedWithTheHeart]

The reason I know it's connected is because God or whatever showed me
So 333 is connected to manifestation. So I wonder is the reason I have the harshest, scariest, most painful experiences of my life when I'm seeing 333, does it mean I'm manifesting negatively? These dark experiences always lead me to the best things I've ever experienced in life. So it's like there's a blessing in the curse, and the intensity of the blessing equals the intensity of the curse.

I got a lot of spiritual wisdom. But it's obviously a responsibility, you got a gift? You better share it cuz the consequences of not sharing your gift are dire.

[FallingLeaves]

Originally Posted by AlignedWithTheHeart

You better share it cuz the consequences of not sharing your gift are dire.

so you see the blessing in the curse like a phoenix rising from the flame... but you are too afraid of the curse to not consider things that would bring it about ? When it is clear what comes next? (tease)

[AlignedWithTheHeart]

Originally Posted by FallingLeaves

so you see the blessing in the curse like a phoenix rising from the flame... but you are too afraid of the curse to not consider things that would bring it about ? When it is clear what comes next? (tease)

It doesn't work like that though, the curse takes you by surprise, and so does the blessing. I've tried before embracing the curse thinking that it'll turn into a blessing but I come to realise that's my ego trying to get something out of it. It's infinitely intelligent and it can't be manipulated by the ego. It gives hints in dreams, but the hints aren't for the conscious mind, it's something deeper. Likewise with 333. I used to take pictures of it and take it like a badge of honour, my ego would take it as a sign of spiritual progress, but then it takes me by storm and I realise how immature and unprepared I was, it smashes me but the blessing comes through that.

You can embrace all negative experiences. That's a good practice for everyone. But it'll still take you by storm. It'll be that negative experience that seems impossible to embrace. Indont know though, I'm just speaking for myself. I know a lot of people on this forum are tougher and more prepared than me, what might be a hurricane for me, could be a light breeze for the next person.

[FallingLeaves]

Originally Posted by AlignedWithTheHeart

I've tried before embracing the curse thinking that it'll turn into a blessing but I come to realise that's my ego trying to get something out of it. It's infinitely intelligent and it can't be manipulated by the ego.

yeah... one of the hardest things for me to be learning is this lesson about ceding control... I can't seem to find a way to cede control without trying to control the situation about ceding control sigh. So I guess that is why the element of surprise in certain things....

the day i realized deep down, I'm not getting past this, I'm always gonna hurt... that day things kinda turned around. Not because it solved any problems, but because I no longer saw a need to keep investing myself in a losing situation. No need to keep trying with all my might to make things not hurt if it is something I can't do anyway? Kinda like investing in stocks, throwing good money after bad never seems to work...

but then i still gotta face the hurt somehow... which is what I never wanted to do to begin with...

[Aethera]

I know numbers on triple have meaning, though when they add up. It's the number 9. Which I believe represents completion, ending of thing to make room for another - transformation. So maybe the toughest things happen for you as a sign you don't need what's orientated or connected in that situation that makes it feel too weighted and rough, to lighten the load? The number 10 signifies the end of a cycle, new beginnings and opportunities for new things to come to create space for.

[AlignedWithTheHeart]

Originally Posted by FallingLeaves

yeah... one of the hardest things for me to be learning is this lesson about ceding control... I can't seem to find a way to cede control without trying to control the situation about ceding control sigh. So I guess that is why the element of surprise in certain things....

the day i realized deep down, I'm not getting past this, I'm always gonna hurt... that day things kinda turned around. Not because it solved any problems, but because I no longer saw a need to keep investing myself in a losing situation. No need to keep trying with all my might to make things not hurt if it is something I can't do anyway? Kinda like investing in stocks, throwing good money after bad never seems to work...

but then i still gotta face the hurt somehow... which is what I never wanted to do to begin with...

You know that facing the hurt makes it a great blessing. The thing we fear the most is what actually saves us. Face and embrace it with love. It's pretty hard I know, I got all this repressed pain and it used to terrify me. But knowing that embracing it with love will make the tears flow, will be like a beautiful reunion, it's not that scary. But it's only meditating that gives me the awareness needed.

[ThatMan]

33 and 333, I've been seeing them for years now, sometimes even more than 10 times day, and I have still not fully figured out the meaning but the best way I can describe this after so many years of seeing it is like being in the midst of God, like really really close, you can feel it in the air.