''....And yet to the contrary, God himself promotes and
uses evil by his own accord.
He lied for instance when he told Adam and Eve that if they ate from the Tree of Knowledge of good & evil
that they would die and of course they did not!'' -You said.
No He didn't lie...they were now subject to physical death and they did die; as do all their offspring now.
'' Our history has shown no genuine love coming from "God"!'
I would disagree.
If this is the way you reason some things...I think it is faulty or another way to say, ''I'm not trusting it''.
.*I'll text in Navy Blue when I'm speaking as a Mod. :)
Prepare yourself for the coming astral journey of death by daily riding in the balloon of God-perception.
Through delusion you are perceiving yourself as a bundle of flesh and bones, which at best is a nest of troubles.
Meditate unceasingly, that you may quickly behold yourself as the Infinite Essence, free from every form of misery. ~Paramahansa's Guru's Guru.