If You Are Contemplating Suicide..Please Watch This First

Originally Posted by BigJohn

Tomorrow will be your day of reflection..........
My Father drowned when I was 3. I have only a few memories of him.
Tim, thanks for sharing.

Big, likewise, thank you for sharing.

Originally Posted by linen53

Tim, you are a kind soul with a big heart. I know you are still healing and that takes bravery. I'm so sorry for your dad. But you have come to terms with his death. I hope this thread helps you get through this day.

It won't take long to heal from now on. As always, thank you for your kind words and please keep being you !

Wish you the best linen.

Originally Posted by Enchanted_DreamFaerie

Thank you for posting this.

I lost my brother to suicide last year in August.

I'm glad you posted this up. Still grieving over the loss of my brother, I never knew how much he was suffering. So I know I need to do my own healing this year and trying not to blame myself for not helping him. But I never knew how much he was suffering... so please watch this video.

I am just so terribly sorry for the loss of your beautiful brother. I can hardly see what I am writing as I am crying so much. I feel your pain so strongly. Please know , sweet angel that he did what he had to do at that moment in time, as painful as it is for the loved ones left behind. He will always be with you and always love you. ... Sending love and support in your grief...

[linen53]

Originally Posted by Enchanted_DreamFaerie

Thank you for posting this.

I lost my brother to suicide last year in August.

I'm glad you posted this up. Still grieving over the loss of my brother, I never knew how much he was suffering. So I know I need to do my own healing this year and trying not to blame myself for not helping him. But I never knew how much he was suffering... so please watch this video.

This thread has become something all different than I had thought it would. So many come here to express their grief at the loss of a loved one. Suicide leaves those left behind in a spin of loss, pain, confusion and guilt.

Your brother didn't want you to know. Understand that. He kept it from you because he didn't want you to to feel his pain. And he wanted to go through his last days/hours alone. That was his choice.

This video, when I watched it, took me all the way back when I was contemplating suicide back in 1980. Her 5 minute rule was my rule. I could not think beyond 5 minutes. And the next 5 minutes lead to the next 5 minutes. And here I am and I am glad I made it through.

[linen53]

Here is another short (8 minutes) video on what's really going on with the person contemplating suicide.

I introduce you to Hans Wilhelm:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noGx...ature=emb_logo

He also offers many short (8 minutes and under) videos on all kinds of subjects. I watched half a dozen and learned some new stuff. Circumcision, organ transplant, Luceferian Doctrine, Life before birth, are just some that I watched. And I don't feel like I'm giving up an hour or more of my time to learn something new.

You might be suffering from loneliness, being a victim, disappointments, addiction, religion disaster, fear and much more. He has many short videos to help you in many fields.

Here is his video collection: https://www.lifeexplained.com/

[linen53]

24 Hour Suicide Hotline in the U.S.
1-800-273-TALK (8255)

[BigJohn]

Originally Posted by linen53

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BigJohn, I'm so pleased to hear you took the positive road on your neighbor asking you for the lighter. Younger souls would not have. There is a lot of pain when you lost your father at such a young age. A hole that can't be filled by any other.

In reflection,

it would have been nice if somebody had thought to save the wheelbarrow my Father used to give me rides in...........

Such things we never think 'fast forward' enough.........

Originally Posted by BigJohn

In reflection,
it would have been nice if somebody had thought to save the wheelbarrow my Father used to give me rides in...........
Such things we never think 'fast forward' enough.........

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[linen53]

Is that one of the few memories you have of your father?

My grandmother had a ceramic pink elephant about 18 inches tall in her curio cabinet. She told me once that her and her sister went to the carnival and each won a elephant. My grandmother's was pink, her sister's was yellow. When I was grown I noticed the yellow elephant was next to her pink elephant. I asked why and she said her sister had died.

Because of that sustaining memory every time I went to visit my grandmother I now collect elephants. Go figure.

[BigJohn]

Originally Posted by linen53

Is that one of the few memories you have of your father?

My grandmother had a ceramic pink elephant about 18 inches tall in her curio cabinet. She told me once that her and her sister went to the carnival and each won a elephant. My grandmother's was pink, her sister's was yellow. When I was grown I noticed the yellow elephant was next to her pink elephant. I asked why and she said her sister had died.

Because of that sustaining memory every time I went to visit my grandmother I now collect elephants. Go figure.

That was some of the memories I have of my Father.


When I would go and build something, my Mother always claimed I learned that from my Father. It turned out, my Father build our home just like his Father had done.

[linen53]

I always felt you could do anything you put your mind to. I bet your dad has been with you in spirit your whole life, helping you learn everything you can do.