Sorry but...still stuck

[Ciona]

Originally Posted by BlueSkiez

Actually, you don't need to go into resistance at all.

I don't disagree with this. Myself as well as others have already mentioned trusting the process in Sarah's other threads.

That will create more resistance.

Depends on what you do when you are there maybe, for me embracing my resistance to things has freed me from much angst in a variety of situations, also unknowns.

[Sarahpro]

I still feel extremely ****ed. I am literally waiting for a miracle. I wake up and dread the day, I feel like a heartless zombie with no emotions, i scheme how I can possibly feel love again. When my heart burst open in the past it was because of a moment of no-self, egolessness, but now my ego is so strong there is almost no room for light. And my ego spends most of its time SEARCHING for the light, there is zero moments of just BEING, its constant chatter and evaluation. A heart opening miracle would seem too good to be true. If anyone wants to talk about how I need to be patient, time has only made things worse as I become more and more fragmented .

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