Psychopaths' Crown Chakra

Hi Ghaleon!

I don't mind at all your socalled "long winded response", LOL - have you seen one of mine - when I go all into it? Not even I have the patience to read through my own stuff sometimes. Yours is nothing compared! :) and it was interesting what you wrote.

I've done meditations for years. It began with the usual past life meditation/s, and this one time the one doing it on me took for granted I would see the light or I would go through some tunnel - that I would just leave my body and go to heaven. That is not what happened. What happened was that I still saw myself as living (as spirit) and I was moving around or be stuck in the low level existence (perhaps not the lowest) as well as keeping an eye on my loved ones. My death came in fast and was traumatic. I had plans to do! I was not old! OK - I was a little old, but you know the saying age is just a number...I was a mom! Because I had split from an abusive husband in that life our religioun, community, priest - confined me outside of it, I was not allowed back in and I think that hurt me, and made me question things, and that may have been why I did not see that light after I had died. The husband in that life had some strong narcissistic features and controlling but were at other times good, so it was confusing. He was smart - and so people, the church, believed him. He had almost driven me to insanity, and had this image about him people bought, and i came off looking like something else than I was. He was allowed to smack me around and if he did there was nothing I could do about it. There was this report that stated I filed for a police report that led to nothing saying he had done that, he in return said I had hit him back, completely furious, and he confessed to what he had done. And so somehow that made him look like the good guy! When he had started everything. That my violence to him was even worse, and he "let that happen", he could show off scars from my nails scratching him (to get him away). Those days domestic violence was seen as a private matter and by some as if the wife must have done something to have deserved it. He came off it looking as if he had had a rebel for a wife. All these things I think is what kept me there, out of the light. There's much to this story, but I will try to keep it short.

Because of various experience through meditation and dream state and possible astral traveling I have read the situations as if it is not only one straight way to Heaven, there are other existences, and beings. There are memories that are "scoped up", that do not have to be my own, still trying to figure it out, but are with me regardless. Because of the time table there is more than one colliding with each other. Either it is a split soul (more experienced soul) or as you put it scoped up memories from various sources/original spirits or I am some sort of radar to it when being "down there".

I will wrote more later...and hope that is OK? :)

Thank you for sharing your meditation experience asearcher! Even with amnesia we can have slight bleedthroughs or epiphanies to get a glimpse of what our previous lives may have possibly been like. Amnesia in itself is a program implanted within these bodies.

The artificial souls created by En.ki (Whom is God of the physical universe where we currently dwell but is not the highest God and whom is followed and worshipped by billions) and his angels, the Authorities were placed here to further traumatize the spirited humans (us the general population or common man). We are already traumatized after coming out of the mothers womb, then a soul "may" have traumatic experiences in they're lifetime. After the Deluge and the Tiamaat catastrophe souls were traumatized and those that didn't yet qualify to go to the Ogdad (The Highest Heaven ie the 8th & 9th Heaven Orion) lingered in near the original between life area which was most likely Mars and were in a coma until the current construct was created (Earth) and ready for souls to receive it. We also carry memories and experiences including trauma from our genetic ancestral line. Add manipulation and behavior modification in the astral and the extreme manipulation here on Earth and you have the human condition.

The Global Elite and the interdimensionals above them who run the show here on Earth studied trauma and how it splits the personality into pieces. This is a form of fragmentation. This thread is about a psychopaths crown chakra and the spiritless ones in general but as a side not the 7 Heavens are equivalent to the solar system where Saturn is the 7th Heaven. The 5 Heavens ie the upper layers of Earths atmosphere are a copy of the 7 above. You may well know that 13 is a very important number and is a universal number.

The scoped up experiences that you mention are parts of your split but because of amnesia we cant remember all these past incarnations, they are all are part of our Oversoul or higher selfs experience memories included as expedited experiences and our higher self as you may already know exists beyond this realm, this Patrix!

I very much look forward to seeing more of your posts asearcher! )

Thank you very much Ghaleon!

I had to now read several times your words to try to follow even if you explain it well as it is news to me, interesting indeed :)

Do you know if anyone of those gain from our energy? I "say" this because I think when I have felt strong feelings, if let's say negative such, it is energy, food to the low levels (that I call them).

I kind of suspect even if I can't put it well into words - that our energies are "used" somehow and that can too be why we keep "recycling"? I know the saying it is for us to learn things and for our souls to grown, I still suspect there is another reason for it too - that we elude something that is of use? Some sort of energy or something? I may have too read it somewhere but can't remember where, or maybe I just dreamt it.

One time in a dream I experienced being somewhere where larger angels with bright eyes were, I felt straight off that they were different and I tried to hide but they felt I was there and I was not allowed to be there. I could not help but now think about what you described.

Thank you for sharing, I will sure look into what you have written, on the topic :)