running from the wolfs (so much signs ..what does it mean???)

[CosmicWonder]

Why am I so fixated and alured by very specific songs about running away, and why do the songs always seem to talk to me....

Now "runaway - aviva, besomorph".

I feel such a burning question as for why am I fixated on this for years and years, and am not understanding the message despite truly trying to listen and get it right...

[Ordnael]

I doubt you know this one:

https://soundcloud.com/vivienneyouel...social_sharing

[dream jo]

The wolf is my spiritual animal and I get that I've always been alone and lonely and there was born because of a structured because of structures of me but then instructions then restrictions should not obviously put me in the first place because my files and somebody else fights got mixed my file and I missed out on 20 years of life for them quarter social service they will help you they heck all it was isolate me for 20 yards of my life but I could have spent it was imposing because my emotional blackmailer but I found out as late is not a lot your ladies we have but I made them like that they made them like that but it was a convincing believed him that made him that must be person but it's been nasty from the day it was bonus testimon but they snow you can't hurt me

[CosmicWonder]

@Ordneal,

Didnt cry listening, but truly was emotional somehow. Same story, very different angle... Why does this touch me so much??? Why do I keep getting so fixated on these specific songs? It means something to me, no idea what it is... What is the lyrics of this song??? Are there any available? I hear most of the song clearly, but sometimes I understand the words better when reading or unclear words become clear...

[CosmicWonder]

Ohhh dream jo... So sorry for you... Wish you well!! Yes Ive been isolated a truly lot too

[CosmicWonder]

Im gonna stop running... Just without knowing what running is, without knowing when Im doing it or what will happen, Im gonna stop running. Ill see what I have to face.

[Ordnael]

Can't find the lyrics online either. Maybe a native speaker can help transcribing it?

My first language is not English, but I will give it a try.


Hallways

The black dogs are waiting in the shadows
Waiting to watch you run for your life
But your feet are stuck to the ground
Try to stare them out
Wait for a sign of morning light

And in the hallways of my mind
Well, they get haunted all daytime
The night weaves rooms
And I am scared to walk into

But you're slipping away, be underneath my hands
You're searching my eyes, but you don't know who I am
Crouched on a forest
The powder on the draw(?) he wants to be
Blown away like desert sand

And in the hallways of my mind
Well, they get haunted all daytime
The night weaves rooms
And I can't help but walk into

And you're crawling out of your own skin
And you're sick of the body that you're living in
And you're tired of hearing the same old thought
So you try to shake them up but you might just retort it

And in the hallways of my mind
Well, they get haunted all daytime
The night weaves rooms
And I will always walk into

Crawling out of your own skin
Crawling out of your own skin
Sick of the body that you are living in
Sick of the body that you are living...

And you growl
And you growl
Uhhhh
Ahhh
Uhhhh
Ahhh

Crawling out of your own skin
Sick of the body that you're living in
Tired of hearing the same old thought
So you try to shake them up
Try to shake them up

Crawling out of your own skin
Sick of the body that you're living in
______________________

I'm uncertain about some parts, feel free to correct me.

[CosmicWonder]

Thank you Ordneal!! Really helpful... Its never the same reading it or listening to it.

Kind regards,

CW

[CosmicWonder]

I have no idea what exactly changed, but the energy tells, the music tells me too, and my dreams are so vivid, that the thing or person Ive been running from, is stepping into my life.