Never channeling again

[GlitterRose]

Originally Posted by LoveWater

Yes... it is my now belief that demons cause mental illness.

Well, at the very least...all manner of ills are allowed to befall humankind...and everything else, too. That much is certain.

Originally Posted by LoveWater

Yes... it is my now belief that demons cause mental illness.

We're all mentally ill because sanity is divinity. Demons don't cause it, the normal state of humanity does. Since insanity is normal, we're all conditioned into it. Thinking you're not insane, actually makes you more insane.

Everyone will find one day that everything I've said on this entire forum is factual, save for a couple beliefs and guesses.

[LoveWater]

@PureEvil760, I had a direct experience with demons who said their purpose was to create mental illness in me, and I did end up hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital for ten days because of what demons had done to me. They tried to create split personalities, with various voices speaking through me at all times. I wasn't myself. I was forgetting what I did from a day to day basis. It's all very real.

[LoveWater]

I had a third exorcism. I am not feeling that much different than the second exorcism I had. There are still spirits/demons present, though I am far better than when I was hospitalized.

The exorcist I worked with is phenomenal though. He spoke to each spirit and demon, asking them for names, age, and purpose. There were five who had tried to create "alters' in me - different personalities. I think and hope that they have left.

As I mentioned, I am never opening this door ever again.

I am instead watching ministries on TV that praise and worship God. This is as close to God as I will get from now on.

[NoOne]

That reminds me of Fritz Springmeier's books. He writes about secret government programmes that are supposedly based on Nazi research that was originally conducted in concentation camps, in order to create the perfect mind-controlled slave. These "scientists" were then supposedly repatriated to the US under the auspices of operation paperclip and were responsible for the development of MK Ultra and other subsequent mind control programmes.

He describes the process of how the mind is split through Trauma into several paralell personalities, which are unaware of each other and can be programmed for different uses, such as a silent, unknowing assassin. He also mentions that demons are used to layer the mind and bind them to a specific alter. I don't know what to think of it, as I have no experience with any of this, but it sounds much like what you are reporting above.

[LoveWater]

Originally Posted by NoOne

He also mentions that demons are used to layer the mind and bind them to a specific alter. I don't know what to think of it, as I have no experience with any of this, but it sounds much like what you are reporting above.

Yes, demons were involved in binding a personality to a specific alter in me. I had 16 of them at one point!!! I couldn't tell where the real me was anymore.

[BigJohn]

I am glad you are getting some resolutions.......

Thanks for having the 'guts' to share what you experienced. I found it very interesting and intriguing.

I wish you only the best.

[LoveWater]

Originally Posted by BigJohn

I am glad you are getting some resolutions.......
Thanks for having the 'guts' to share what you experienced. I found it very interesting and intriguing.
I wish you only the best.

@BigJohn, thank you..... it helps for me to share it, and if it can help others too, wonderful!!!

[BigJohn]

............ that truly is what life is all about.

[LoveWater]

I am happy to report that most is resolved after three exorcisms. MOST, NOT ALL. I still experience a presence or more than one, but I think I can handle it. It's not scary and evil like it was before.. though sometimes you never know. Sounds do still escape from me when I cast out anyone from "the dark".