a question regarding energy

[angel-of-light]

could it be that someone you grow with who is your parent and you love her so much, yet during the spiritual journey something change something I can't explain as if my energy change or her energy change and no longer there is harmony,

we used to have once in a while a fight here and there but nothing too serious, but now it seems like anything she does make me angry or makes me feel chaotic, and that pulls out from me very negative behavior with no compassion. I try to do energy cleanse that give some sense of relief, but the harmony doesn't hold,


I am an Aries sun and moon Pisces and rising libra, my entire life been in emotional turmoil, but with her, I feel good we were more than mother and son (she is sun Pisces moon Capricorn). We were friends, great friends,
but something changed as I progressed in the spiritual journey. I can't even explain, almost like we are not compatible in energy anymore, anyone here has any clue what is going on here?.

Originally Posted by angel-of-light

could it be that someone you grow with who is your parent and you love her so much, yet during the spiritual journey something change something I can't explain as if my energy change or her energy change and no longer there is harmony,

we used to have once in a while a fight here and there but nothing too serious, but now it seems like anything she does make me angry or makes me feel chaotic, and that pulls out from me very negative behavior with no compassion. I try to do energy cleanse that give some sense of relief, but the harmony doesn't hold,

But this is your problem and up to you to take action. As we develop even in mundane life let alone spiritually we change. It sounds as if that's happened to you - new insights, new ways of looking at and absorbing experiences, changed plans and ambitions. For some their journey casts off the past which they now see as a banality. Some rebel against their "pre-spiritual" life (even if that "pre-spiritual" contained the seeds that eventually led to their spiritual opening out).

One way of ameliorating the situation is to realise that you're on the advance while the other person remains fairly static, comfortable in the way things have always been. It's easier to make allowances. It isn't that you're superior but rather that you're becoming your own person. Another way is to accept that she has a right to be her own person but that differences are now irreconcilable (which doesn't rule out some tolerance on your behalf). A third idea is to remove dependence on the person little by little which may make them come to the same conclusion - you're your own people - and be less intrusive in your life.

But you have a way to go yet as the situation makes you angry but your development hasn't equipped you with a way to deal with it.

Good luck.

[iamthat]

I can only speculate, as obviously there is more going on than can be described in one post.

You say that during your spiritual journey your energies may have changed and there is no longer harmony between you and your mother. We have this idea that being on a spiritual journey should make us more harmonious, but often we go through very difficult periods. It is natural during the spiritual journey for deeper issues to be pushed to the surface, to be faced and released. This may be what is happening here.

And perhaps you and your mother are both in the same Soul group, and you have incarnated in your current relationship to help you both grow. You would have a naturally deep bond with her as part of your Soul group. But at the same time, it is those who are closest to us who can really push our buttons just as we may push their buttons, provoking all sorts of reactions. We would not have the same responses with someone who was not so close. Those people who really push our buttons can be our greatest teachers, if we could see beyond all the turmoil.

You say that your entire life has been in emotional turmoil but with your mother you felt good. If the Moon is related to our emotions and the Sun is about personality and its outward expression, then it may be that your Pisces Moon (emotions) felt very comfortable with her Pisces Sun (personality). But this would need an in-depth study of your charts together, and also it depends which houses your Moon and her Sun are in. And maybe there are currently planetary aspects to your Moon which are providing a challenge.

Can you talk about these things with your mother? Is she open to these ideas? Can you both calmly express how you are feeling and what is going on with you? There may still be arguments and chaos, but if you are both consciously aware that this is an ongoing learning process then you may end up even closer.

But also be aware of the possibility that the opposite may happen. If you are growing on the spiritual journey and your mother is not, then you may become further apart or your relationship may become more superficial. The current anger and chaos may be your growing pains as you move beyond your mother to find your own path. Or returning to the astrology, your Moon has to break away from the gravitational pull of her Sun.

Peace

[angel-of-light]

I think you both provide me with great intel. I going to save that information because I believe both of you tell me things I need to take both in astrology and both, as you say here, those who Dear to us know how to push out buttons, and indeed we both belong to the same soul group, I checked this out,
while I been doing spiritual work, she hasn't been focusing it,


she has great powers, but she fears getting inside the mystic and spirituality deep. She has always only been at the considered high surface,
but this is where I start my journey. Even as a child, we always had candles and etheric oil in our home. When I try to speak with her on deep subjects
I can sense her fear and avoidance,

because of that fear, I wasn't allowed to learn mystic at a young age only when I turned 13 years old,

but yes, I work on really stabilize that I was told by my spirit guide that this turmoil is my lessons, to stabilize both in emotional aspect and energetic my initiation so to speak before I go help other people's with my knowledge,

thank you both for everything iamthat and Lorelyen, wish you a great year filled with everything you ever dream on.

[iamthat]

Thanks. I am glad if anything I said has proven helpful.

I wish you both well on your respective journeys.

Peace

[Sat11]

Originally Posted by angel-of-light

could it be that someone you grow with who is your parent and you love her so much, yet during the spiritual journey something change something I can't explain as if my energy change or her energy change and no longer there is harmony,

we used to have once in a while a fight here and there but nothing too serious, but now it seems like anything she does make me angry or makes me feel chaotic, and that pulls out from me very negative behavior with no compassion. I try to do energy cleanse that give some sense of relief, but the harmony doesn't hold,


I am an Aries sun and moon Pisces and rising libra, my entire life been in emotional turmoil, but with her, I feel good we were more than mother and son (she is sun Pisces moon Capricorn). We were friends, great friends,
but something changed as I progressed in the spiritual journey. I can't even explain, almost like we are not compatible in energy anymore, anyone here has any clue what is going on here?.

You've likely risen to a higher frequency and her lower energeries are no longer compatible with yours. I have alot of bad people around me right now who I have to avoid or I will be pulled into their rubbish. Some who were once nicer, a few years later of them spending time with bad people and thats what they've become. It's well known that who you choose to surround yourself with is important.

The people you want around you are good people. People who dont hurt others, dont slander, dont cheat or lie, are not deceptive or out to harm you, dont have high egos/ arrogant etc. You want to be around humanitarians, good souls.

[Sat11]

Originally Posted by angel-of-light

could it be that someone you grow with who is your parent and you love her so much, yet during the spiritual journey something change something I can't explain as if my energy change or her energy change and no longer there is harmony,

we used to have once in a while a fight here and there but nothing too serious, but now it seems like anything she does make me angry or makes me feel chaotic, and that pulls out from me very negative behavior with no compassion. I try to do energy cleanse that give some sense of relief, but the harmony doesn't hold,


I am an Aries sun and moon Pisces and rising libra, my entire life been in emotional turmoil, but with her, I feel good we were more than mother and son (she is sun Pisces moon Capricorn). We were friends, great friends,
but something changed as I progressed in the spiritual journey. I can't even explain, almost like we are not compatible in energy anymore, anyone here has any clue what is going on here?.

You've likely risen to a higher frequency and her energeries are no longer compatible with yours. Her psychology may just not be as evolved.

I have alot of bad people around me right now who I have to avoid or I will be pulled into their rubbish. Some who were once nicer, a few years later of them spending time with bad people and thats what they've become. It's well known that who you choose to surround yourself with is important.

The people you want around you are good people. People who dont hurt others, dont slander, dont cheat or lie, are not deceptive or out to harm you, dont have high egos/ arrogant etc. You want to be around humanitarians, good souls.