Will I still receive messages from nature

Hi all,

I have had a fair few encounters with bumble bees coming into my life lately, four times of which they have landed directly on me even when I have been in a vehicle in the middle of a car park.

Anyway I was in a friends vehicle today and one landed on me, I did not notice it at first until he brought it to my attention. Normally I would put the little bee on a flower or plant, but today it started to crawl up towards my collar and I was worried it would climb onto my neck and if it got trapped it might panic and sting me.

I tried to get to some plants but it was moving inside my top towards my neck and in my haste I flicked it off and ended up damaging its wing. I was absolutely gutted and annoyed at myself for not just letting it crawl onto my hand and then putting it onto a flower.

I have a great respect for all the little insects, birds etc. out there in nature and I would never intentionally harm anything. Even when I see a certain spider in the house I don't like, I just put it in a glass and pop it out the front door.

I am concerned now that I wont get anymore messages from animals, insects coming into my life, because of this.