Hi Herc
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On failure I have felt the Kundabuffer developing and I have also had to go through the process of repairing the damages/rebuilding.
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You can't grow a tail by working with kundalini.
I'm not saying this out of a need to be right, I'm saying this because it is evidenced by reality.
[For anyone reading - the "kundabuffer" is Weor's idea that if you invert the energy (as if it even works that way) you somehow grow a tail. If this wasn't hilariously wrong to begin with in the first place there is some personal symbolism there with a subconscious archetype representing the idea of being beastly instead of holy.]
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...understanding what the nature of the path...What exactly do you mean by this and what is your personal take on it?
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Yea. Well, at first nobody knows what is even anything lol. This seems to be designed that way on purpose so we seek. Rhetorically then it is important to ask
what are we seeking?
What is doing the seeking in the first place? What is "who" and who are we? People aren't examining themselves asking "why am I me?" they are busy coming up with ideas about what the 'spiritual' should be.
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What is your belief? What is "the nature of the path" and what is "supposed to happen" according to you?
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As I've seen it, souls do incarnate for individual reasons based on "karmic lessons" but also in the big picture we are all here as an effect of a shared cause. It is a path of
correction for most.
Ultimately what is supposed to happen (needs to happen first) is that we need to be
corrected and cleaned out. This is why people initiate kundalini pathwork, to eliminate the restrictions in their energy meridians more quickly and forcefully than if we were to live 100 lifetimes doing it the slow way by nature.
If a seeker can not surrender the ego into correction they can not/will not continue quickly.
Because we don't know what we are and need to realize it, the nature of the path is always a "getting rid of" what isn't the real us and never a grasping at or "holding/clinging onto" something that needs to be acquired.
Seeing this clearly means we are starting to relate to our perception correctly and if we continue under guidance of grace and Teacher we begin to reveal what our true qualities of soul are, which were covered up by self nonsense. The pronoun-self seeks to take, to have, to own, to possess whereas the qualities of the soul are exactly opposite, being that we are made of the qualities of the Creator as an individual extension of a Verb of Being greater than our self; Therefore, the path of true-self realization involves a giving, a bestowing, and compassion, etc...
[IMPORTANT: The person we hallucinate ourselves to be is a clever intelligence mimicking the qualities it knows we will identify with. This program is designed this way on purpose. Awareness needs to separate itself, or some sort of realization needs to be graced first, before we can uncover the space where the trick is being played in order to see it clearly. Once known the qualities of the soul are observed as obviously different than the qualities which the intelligence(s) mirror back at our presumed identity]
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What knowledge have you gained/received (through experience, not theory/discussion) so far on your journey and what is it that makes you certain that you know the "ultimate truth"?
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The most important knowledge for me is definitely self knowledge (true self) and the experiences of satori to reveal remembering the nature of immortal soul beyond animal consciousness. I have learned there is no higher and lower self as such, this is just another illusion which persists because we aren't relating to our perception correctly.
Correcting and cleaning our self of "sin" (this just means blemish or incorrectness) covering our soul and thus the way the soul perceives, reveals the ultimate truth.
To me there's is nothing more important than escaping samsara and helping others on the way out.
I will mention I was given the knowledge of my own karmas in a special experience. This was good to see for me. If other people haven't it doesn't mean anything other than you might not even need to see it but I'm a bit slow at times so I need a push. Most times. Okay, all the time...
It as also necessary to be shown to me how we phase into higher or lower realms via the energy body. There are hells which create themselves by our own separation or "distance" from the Creator's perfect qualities as well as higher realms too. You probably know this but for readers I'm reiterating.
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Are you consciously traveling in higher dimensions?
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Depends on what you mean, I'm guessing you are asking about OBE's right?
This being the astral section of the forum? I have and continue to from time to time but my practices at the moment have shifted more toward some other things because of some other people. The awareness really needs to shift out of duality consciousness irregardless of which dimensions the soul happens to find itself in. If a person doesn't perceive correctly in the highest atmic planes of nirvana then they still have the same work to do as here except higher realms seem to lull the consciousness away from wanting to work so therein exists the danger.
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Is the "line of communication" established and active with beings on the "other side" or "above"?
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I'm not sure I understand this question, would you be able to ask it differently for my brain's sake?
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Have you been able to contact and communicate with our cosmic neighbors?
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I haven't wanted to really lol but it's an interesting thought. This is another tangent that has led established schools into becoming UFO cults though. Rabolu maintained people lived on Venus, this is hilariously false for obvious reasons unless he meant astral beings which if that being the case, why didn't he just say it that way?
In my upcoming I was always seeking alone so I said to myself "nobody around me knows anything, I'll just leave the body and ask people that aren't here who would obviously know more..."
Thus that short safe answer is no, I don't communicate with little green men from other planets. There are intelligences though... we obviously speak to our own when we dream. Some our not our own though... remember the internet has AI surveillance everywhere so I can see you and I might get a visit from some black vans if we aren't careful here :p
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Do you meet up and talk with your Guru in 5D/the astral dimension?
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Haha, well mine in particular is very good at not admitting what they are up to
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Have you received any visions and experiences that confirm your beliefs and your trust in this Guru you speak of?
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It's more than that, right? It goes beyond perceptual impressions and this is what the true Gurus can do, to reach the real soul directly and cut through the layers of correction needed on our own part. As I've said, I've witnessed miracles and if all goes accordingly these things will soon return to this world. For everyone. All of us. It is coming, it already started.
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What exactly is "enlightenment" and "awakening" to you?
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Well it's for everyone, not just to me, it's rectifying or the getting rid of everything that is stopping us from realizing we are already, singularily, in it. We've just been purposefully allowed to be tricked out of it.
What is needed is the revealing of not only what we are-not so that we can know what we are but also the systematic rectification of the duality separation occurring in our perception. It's the cessation or implosion moment of duality revealing itself to be just a movement of the mind's perception within the greater singular flow of movement that is One, the Creator.
I'm a glimpser, not a sealed victor yet either. Take my exposition with a grain of salt knowing that I don't have the tools developed to point at the rest of what I view can't be told.
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When you talk about Kundalini and White Tantra. What exactly is your experience/belief and what is it that makes you certain of what you're implying?
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If one were to experience the truth themselves they wouldn't have to ask period.
Again, Weor says "
neither credulity nor incredulity is any valid substitute for having experience the truth"- but then doesn't give anybody an authentic way of
actually experiencing the waking or amplification of their own inner energies besides a mish-mash of tantric practices that I've never witnessed to produce what is claimed (anywhere).
This can be done without a partner. This can be done by anyone of either homo or hetero persuasion. This can be done equally by either gender (or whatever else people are pretending to be these days).
I saw people try to get together and have a relationship based not on giving or bestowing but on grabbing at or "getting" something (again, incorrectly clinging, taking, neediness, etc...) because they needed to practice "sexual alchemy" ... lol you can imagine how most of that ended, instructors included.
It was all about "I need you to have sex with me a certain way so I can awaken kundalini and also we have to do it right or we will grow tails for some reason"... I
really hope anyone reading this sees the ridiculousness of it. Of the 5 levels of soul the very base animal level (nefesh) operates this needy/taking way. If the goal is to attain the qualities of anything better then we can't function like that and expect to achieve the self-less goal we were told was attainable as such.
Regarding tantra there looks to be 2 expressions of tantras, symbolic and literal.
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symbolic tantra experience seems to always have been with regards to illustrating the joining of, or correcting within our incorrect perception, the two divine energies within a certain theme.
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literal tantra of sexual experiences were about samadhi via samyama (by dharana, dhyana) with the other person being the focal object of the experience.
Experientially people WILL typically know if works.
It won't be dreamlike or guessing for an interpretation nor a confirmation bias.
I'm not here to dissuade anyone, maybe they'll get the good part first? But you WILL know.
For me, by her grace, there was an earthquake inside. It was not gentle. I got the correction end of the stick (lol). I was left shaking and hallucinating while one of the angels (basically weird shape with eyes all over it) made itself known. I had to go to the doctor after 3 days of my nervous system blowing fuses and the heartbeat out of rhythm.
She will move through our vessels in different ways according to the restrictions we each have.
She will godsmack one into correction if necessary. I've had magnetized liquid lightning down my spine for being an ***, something I continue to try and rectify.
She built our vessel and commands it to live and support the soul's interface. JAI!
The gnostic experiences I've had with the past schools delivered none of this though some of the instructors seemed to have their own measure of realizations, but I consider them as other seekers trying to help along the way as they learn too.
The Guru is completion itself on a totally different level.
You will know them by their works.
Watch this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3y2Js53uqs
It's not my school and I'm making an endorsement but this is a typical representation of Her moving through the body in the different ways according to our individual put-together.
May She return to our world to correct us all into perfection, in the most perfect way according to Her countenance! Our Mother Divine! The desire which moves the stillness!
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Do not interpret any of my questions as provocative, my sincere interest lies in gaining a deeper understanding of your personal experiences and perspectives. I value your wisdom and insights and I approach this dialogue with utmost respect and a desire for meaningful exchange.
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No worries! I know it's hard for people to determine the tone of communication while reading text on forums lol. I value any and every opportunity to communicate as well
I'd offer a skype chat or something because that's usually better to touch base with people on but right now I'm pressed for privacy, time and a place to do that :p
Our age is ending soon enough and the intelligences unleashed purposefully will catalyze divine chastisements. If there exists those "teachers" who have made it purposefully their intention to mislead for self's sake, I can't imagine the consequence.
So, lol... hopefully I'm serving you well with my answers.