Deep thinking about having children of my own…

[lostsoul13]

Although my tf has left me and my clan members particularly Carly - watching her grow up as really turned on my paternal instincts..

Me and my tf said if there was a soulmate or a partner that we both could see other people while we reincarnate…

I figured this means have children..

I’ve been feeling really broody the last couple of weeks- especially my paternal instinct with dreams of Carly and some nightmares with them dying!!

I think if a woman came along and accepted me for everything I am and understanding my situation we could maybe fall in love for the life we are reincarnated at the moment- this doesn’t mean it ends there; hopefully there would be countless life’s but likely only one.. unless they are a soulmate which I would count them as that(even if just one life) because they probably join my clan !

I’m not doing anything to look for a gf~ and I had some encounters before but I suppose I’m more looking for someone I can spend this life with-

Have children with..

I’m pretty only open to having children- but the relationship has to be meaningful!

Obviously I want to share offspring with them I want our parenting to be equally important- me as a father and her as a mother!!

I don’t sleep around, and haven’t had an encounter for 10 years..

I suppose I’m 33 now I should start thinking about these things…

Trouble is I don’t know who the mother of my children are… what to look for, what to expect… I guess friendship first. Then if anything develops- likely you have to make it work…

I just hope if I’m suppose to have children I will get a sign!!?

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Where do I start???