Ah, you get the triggers in a waked state ,that's so cool though, and what you get seem so interesting too :)
Yes, I can understand your frustration with the same thing happening over and over...SIGH. But then once you learned that lesson I think what is happening is that then you have to experience it from another perspective, I know I have read about it, but it did not hit home, the meaning of it, til ti dawn on me that this is just what I have been living through in this current life time. It has to end sometime, right?
hope it is the last round of that, LOL.
The mummy-period must be very fascinating to receive memories from!! =) I think we will all must have had a famous life or be in correlation to someone who is famous or a famous event, that there is no way around it if we lived x amount of times.
But sorry to say it makes some others judge you more harshly, question if that is really your past life. It is then so much on the superficial level, which is not what remembering your past life is about at all, but those skeptics, some of them, don't get that. I think that is sad too because those who remembers that may not be so willing to share their story just because they know they will not be believed, and be scrutinized in a way that someone who remembers a life out of the radar, would not. Even those with famous lives need healing.
It is refreshing still sad to read you feel you have made your own mistakes too, and I am just hoping you feel you can forgive yourself all the way for it.