In need of rescue

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Hi Mike,

I just wanted to add how sorry I am for your loss. I don't really have any words or advice.



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Originally Posted by zipzip

Hi Mike,

I just wanted to add how sorry I am for your loss. I don't really have any words or advice.



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That's kind of you to say

Hi all

@ deepsea, thanks, I have anger yes but not at her, she did all she could to stay I am content with that.
There are musical times when the radio seems to speak to me.
I do indeed dream, sometimes I am glad to wake up and get away from it, many are dreadfully disturbed such that I wonder how such thoughts arrive with me.
There have been a few nice dreams with my lady in.

I will continue to ask her to come close as I dream.

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Hi Mr Halfaman,

just wanted to see how you are doing....

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Originally Posted by zipzip

Hi Mr Halfaman,

just wanted to see how you are doing....

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Hi

Thanks for checking in, its funny as I have not long woken up after sleeping longer than planned! very messed up dreams.
Mostly around the house we had before this one and the job I had before this one back in Glos, we left there in 1999.
Don't think my lady was in the dreams, there was a feel of disconnection being out of place.
I woke up very disturbed and have just been pleading with he to come back to me or come and get me.
This happens a few times a week.
Just now starting to feel guilty for putting such demands on her.
But my defences and controls are low at times like this so my desperation and sadness spills out!

I'll be better in a while, but it helps to come here and find your message :-)

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don't feel guilty about "making demands". I really doubt that your wife would want you to feel that way. You want to get in contact due to your strong connection and sadness. Maybe in some way writing this thread and expressing your feelings has helped in a way. I find that just expressing myself helps me.



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