Originally Posted by 1337_d00d
When I say potent manifestator I simply mean that whenever I get a worrysome thought my mind will immediately and automatically envision said outcome and I have to fight and argue with my mind that's it's not going to happen. Rarely does this happen with anything positive. Is this a conditioning and how do you change it?
It's great you are making improvements to set aside worrying. Being in this part of reality and having a body that comes pre-installed with an ego survival mind as designed, it is impossible to have zero worries.
Hence we do practical spirituality. The best we could do is to push the ego false mind to the background and bring forth our true divine mind. Our first reaction to any challenges and adversities will always come from the ego mind. The higher our consciousness, the faster the transition from the ego mind to the divine mind.
Don't stress over with wanting to be like a perfect Saint with absolutely no worries because it will never happen here at our current level, and there are no perfect Saints. It is already very good that you always do your best.
Let your spiritual evolution be stress free and unfold naturally. Your Higher Self knows what to bring to you at the right time through heighten intuition and synchronicity.
Sometimes it is good to be the slow pace relax turtle and not the speedy out of breath hare. In the end they both cross the finish line, but the turtle gets to see and enjoy the beautiful sceneries along the way.