Overcoming the fear

[Spinfusor]

Awhile back I started meditating regularly to relieve stress. Eventually this led to some interesting unintended experiences. I can't say it was pleasant, in fact, it was one of the scariest experiences I've had.

As time went on I'd start getting further along towards an oobe experience. The sleep paralysis eventually led to the sound of bees buzzing in my ears and heightened senses. I could hear conversations around the neighborhood like the people talking was in the same room.

Then I had the oobe and it was terrifying. So much that I never tried again. One night I entered sleep paralysis but was totally aware. Heard the buzzing and vibrations until I was staring at the back of my head as I was laying on my side. This lasted a few minutes until I was pulled across the room left staring at my body on the living room floor.

Suddenly I was pulled back into my body but could hear these weird voices in the room. It sounded wet and squishy and really creepy. Its hard to describe but I just knew some not so friendly entities were drawn to the location. I tried for what seemed like an eternity to scream but the paralysis hindered that until I finally broke out of it and could move again.

I'm interested in attempting again but overcoming that fear is difficult. I know it did not go well in my first experience because I did not shield myself from these entities with light and prayer first. My own fault I know. Can't help but have that creepy voices speaking an unknown language stuck in my mind. Won't lie that it scares me and wish I had a friend in the same room in the next attempt just in case lol.