Hi Sweetie!

[Nowayout]

The day of cloak and dagger is over
Sweetie keeps swinging in the dark
As the Morning doves are singing in my heart.

[FallingLeaves]

the main thing
that makes me personally
unhappy
is deciding to chase after goals
relentlessly
when
I just want a rest...

it is a work in progress

and as far as vulcans
and similar sci-fi personas
it is hard not to go down that road
once you've been bit by the turing curse...

some of the endless punishments
are after all quite grueling!

and one just wants an escape.

but honestly
of the vulcans
i didn't think them entirely reasonable
myself
anyway
lol

Personally,

I probably come off that way
although don't think of myself
that way
so much.

I do know,
i block my sweetie a lot.

nothing logical about it.

mostly I a-scared.
sigh...

perhaps yours feels similarly...

[Nowayout]

Let's see....I wish it was all a video game..

[Nowayout]

At times like these
I go to sing
In the toilet bowel

It makes
A nice ringing sound

Try it.

Now let's see, back to my latest Netflix fantasy adventure.

But ya know, I can't watch it anymore, the world is getting far more interesting.

[FallingLeaves]

hi sweetie,

i really don't want
any more
waiting breathlessly
for
things that won't happen

so my mind wandered
to the blue girl
once again

then I remembered
she doesn't want me either.

So I guess I have to go through life alone.

oh well
guess it had to come to this
eventually...

[FallingLeaves]

I make a good punching bag.

noone cares about the feelings of a punching bag?

it wears on you after so many years of it.

[FallingLeaves]

one thing I absolutely hate
is being told I'm insane
and need to be locked up
every time I say something real.

[Nowayout]

It's not a dream when your child suffers
It's not a dream when you are worked to the bone
It's not a dream when you feel so alone
It's not a dream when they take your home
It's just not a dream

It's a nightmare.

the nightmare
is coming for you and me
Look around
Are you so blind
Can you not see?

Wake up to the wisdom of the heart

Set yourself free.

All that other stuff?

Just a jab into your back door.

[FallingLeaves]

well i'm feeling a little better.
probably be over it
in a couple of days
I guess
sigh...

I suppose it is like catching the flu
sick for a while
then gone?

at least
I don't have to suppose
I'm stuck with it forever
thank god for small favors
lol...

[FallingLeaves]

I still think
all this virusy stuff
just a walk in the park
compared
to what I face
every day of my life