Forgetting

[BurningBush]

It recently occurred to me that it’s entirely possible that I’ll never be happy in a relationship because of things that have happened in my past, especially concerning one particular person from my past.

The reason is that I’m incapable of forgetting that binary feeling, the level of hope, etc. I can’t pretend it didn’t happen.

I’m not suicidal, but the only way I can see that I’ll separate from those memories is death, and I’ll be trapped until that happens.

[lostsoul13]

Hope can be discerning and cause anxiety to the relationship(s) : it’s the fundamental foundation for cause and cause is a cause of attraction and love and lust; profiting the flame... we don’t need to separate from these memories and we can live in them for as long as we eternally feel the need to... we don’t need to forget it’s forceful and as a torment.. rejecting the tormenting is assured than forgetting what made us feel alive...