My future v the now??

[lostsoul13]

I know my future, with my clan- hanging out, traversing the world..

I know who I am so everything is in context- my desires, wants&needs.

Although apart from eating more healthy exercising more frequently- I can’t figure out anything I want to achieve…

And I mean now for next 50,000 years.. it’s basically toiling in my own friction because I want the future more badly than I want the now..

I can’t seem to settle and wait the hours out- I’m bored out of my mind trying to desire something that’s attractive to me.

I got the girl,the family, the twin flame& soulmates.. in the future I have the best life you could have!!!

Now I have the best life you could have, I make money, not settled in living anywhere that doesn’t burden me. Support around me and my health.

But I’m still bored out of my mind..

I swim, exercise, spend time with friends, cook& bake. Bit of a content creator and streamer.

The numbers are few and I’d like to establish a better viewing for my console gaming.. but I can’t complain!!!

I do karate, yoga for meditation- but I just feel like I’ve stopped growing and can’t seem to find anything I desire for my self in the immediate future…

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I’m an introvert so finding more friends, or socialising more isn’t what I’m looking for although I go to coffee mornings every Monday and play board games with residents from hostel.

I’ve bought everything I wanted to collect pretty much.

My day are similar because do things weekly- I’d really like to have something fresh for stimulating myself.

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I’ve been so luck in life experiences I feel like I’m being ungrateful because I can’t think of anything I want to abide by in practice of goals and ambitions &aspirations ….

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The grass is greener, the now is bitter sweet…

I think spreading love and kindness- give to charity, do some community work.. I usually do gardening volunteering in summers ( with hostel) I have done that the last two years and probably do it this year as well.. so I’m giving back a little.. just maybe do more..

I really want to do something meaningful and something that’s enlightening…

Any suggestions???

[inavalan]

Try to find out why you are here living now, what you are supposed to do here now.

Others can tell you what they believe those answers to be, but you need to find out your answers by yourself.

Nobody can tell you how long it will take you, nor if you got the right / best answers, so you'll have to keep searching (inwards).

[simply_R]

I'm close to the topic that you say. I can share my experience, and how I get out of such a situation. I understand that everything is very individual, but perhaps my experience will somehow help you.

Short about me: more than 20 years of retail career, healthy eating, and sports. I have been practicing Transurfing, Tufti technics for about 5 years. Over the past few years, there has been a decision to change the occupation. I chose a lot, I doubted whether it was mine or not... whether it fits my soul or does it not fit, whether this is my destiny or not, and so on... at times as if trying on a possible activity and realized that no, it's boring for me. And then I realized that this is a vicious circle, an option - then doubts, an option - then doubts, and so on...

You just have to make a choice and act in the chosen direction... everything else comes along.

That is exactly what I did by choosing a completely new field of activity, and despite all the difficulties, despite the fact that English is not my native language, I am already finishing my second training program and starting a new career very soon... sometimes doubts came along the way, but I discarded them because doubts or boredom is such a pastime in which you can stay for a long time. But the question is not at all in a new career, but in that, my mind is constantly busy solving new interesting tasks. I feel involvement, movement, creative process, and development. I become even more connected to my spirit. I am very happy and grateful for this.

So, I wish you interesting tasks and success!

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by simply_R

...despite the fact that English is not my native language

What, you write better than most Americans!!! Impressive.

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by lostsoul13

But I’m still bored out of my mind..
Any suggestions???

Try something new ...Seek to know God.
You'll never be bored again!
Miserable, frustrated, filled with longing ...but you won't be bored!

[Native spirit]

You cant live in the future because it hasn't arrived you can only live in the Now

Namaste