Is it possible? / anyone know a good psychic

[Sarahpro]

Hi,
I have posted a lot the last few months, we’ll I am looking to have an awakening type thing happen that happened before. In 2018 my heart opened when I became aware of breath, and my ego all of a sudden just dissolved. The issue is now I am breathing manually because I blew some fuses in my mind/crown chakra, and also grasping sooo hard for love, every time my heart softens a bit my ego jumps on it and hopes it’s the big heart opening experience. This seems problematic to me because it seems from experience that love only comes when you kind of “forget” yourself or surrender, but if my ego is constantly working to keep me alive and to grasp for love... it pushes it away. Literally I spend ALL DAY every moment obsessing that I want to feel love. When I’m playing volleyball, watching movies, talking to people- and I can’t stop obsessing, because I’m MISERABLE, so I want that void to be filled and to feel connection again.
Do you think that the full love awakening surrender is possible.

ALSO yeah if anyone knows a really good, modestly priced psychic who can work over phone or Skype I would love to be put in touch. Thank you!

Just wondering how you thought a psychic might help. Would it be to do with solving the problem in the rest of the post?

The trouble is that most advertised psychics are fake, No doubt there are one or two truly gifted - and I suppose the rest might be people with a degree of empathy who are good at listening, perhaps offering advice.

Price is no guide to how genuine they are so...take care.
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[Sarahpro]

Oh, I wanted psychic help to know my prognosis