My Redemption

Blair2Be,

Thank you for your confidence and kind words. All words have power and I am trying to listen and learn as much as I can. All the threads I have read and continue to read on this forum have offered me some form of insight into the mess of soupy emotions that currently fill out my life.

I admire those such as yourself who have found what they need to live a life of joy and enthusiasm. I have belief - in God, in spirit, in love - but I have very little belief in myself and therefore I have no conviction - which is a big problem for any sort of development. But on the upside, six months ago I could not have written that I even had belief - so, being on this forum is a big deal for me.

Anyway, it is not my intention to impart or burden any of my issues to anyone else on this site. I'm just trying to be honest with myself so I can work out what I need to do to get better.

Thanks for your insight Blair2Be. Take care.

Thank You Blair2be, GoldChord and all!
Because I choose to love, I am a perfect spiritual being.
Because I choose to forgive, I am forgiven.
Because I am loved by the Almight, Omnipresence of God I have eternal life.
Because Gods love is over all of God's creation there is nothing I can do to influence God's love for me.

Memory is a powerful tool, like a double edge razor. If I use it with care it can be helpful to me... So when I look back on who I'v been in the past, if I am not please with my person I want to scoll, whip, or beat myself up to the point of change.

Overtime I have learned, to use a feather not a bat.

Love
cw

Hi BLAIR2BE,

I enjoyed that line of yours 'redirect the hostilities'. It reminds me of another line which is: Transmute negative energy into positive energy.

Kundalini.

yes, same meaning pretty much, i was hoping to make it sound "prettier", lol...