Contracting on a deeper level
I sense for a very long time that (prob due to my brain) Iím contracting on a deeper level. It results into very dense, high frequency emotions (even when positive), a lot of resistance inside all kinds of levels and things I just forgot.
Itís a very frustrating way of being. One is this way or in this state until one lets go. And a lot of it has to do with expansion within control.