Past lover in spirit?

Thank you very much, again very engaging to read.

I sympathize with single people these days, those dating apps and the surreal expectations that one should look a certain way only make people insecure not to add how destructive I consider porn to be but it seems this too has become somewhat main stream which isn't helping. I think it is all the superficiality that is making the society somewhat sick.

I think we look like we are suppose to and so that our soul group members can recognize us. We are suppose to look different or else we wouldn't and I don't like that media try to raise us and mold us into what is considered pretty or not, often after people's insecurity, for them to hit the gym or take protein and buy make up or what ever. Never good enough. So I have turn my back on that.

Right now I know 2 singles and they don't know each other, and both of them don't want to start dating on the dating app until they feel they have worked out enough, loose enough weight, but then they don't seem at all to have any demand on how the significant other should look like.

I get that you have your type that you fall for. I am the same way and can see that in past lives when I have been female I have had the same type then too.

I am in somewhat conflict with myself, or rather a confusion within myself, on how to relate exactly to the past life ex husband of mine, but it sounds as if it is the way you describe it.

I can't verify this but I had one "memory"(?) where he tried to talk to me about us being more than friends, but I was so scarred from my failure of a love life that I did not dare to. I did not dare to give us one last try. I think it happen soon before my death that came unexpected.


I don't know why he would suddenly want to reconsile with me in a romantic way, perhaps he was not feeling too well after his divorce (or even worse thought maybe i help to cause that divorce considering i became unstable and he had to take thekid full time I guess there for some time, and had to visit me in hospital and what not).

it is perhaps a possibility i died because of the jealousy of the ex partner still had towards him. I remember being found again in the new, simple home i had and telling the ex partner in day light to leave my home but he didn't and new fight occurred that I use to have childhood nightmares about. Perhaps I thought of the ex husband then, wanting his help but knowing he couldn't help me.

when my body was found it had beating marks on it but was not the cause of death.

Sorry for me writing so much :)

(Ps I have edited my answer because it was way to complicated and long about the past life ex husband, ha ha)

[Shiriya]

Originally Posted by asearcher

Thank you very much, again very engaging to read.

I sympathize with single people these days, those dating apps and the surreal expectations that one should look a certain way only make people insecure not to add how destructive I consider porn to be but it seems this too has become somewhat main stream which isn't helping. I think it is all the superficiality that is making the society somewhat sick.

I think we look like we are suppose to and so that our soul group members can recognize us. We are suppose to look different or else we wouldn't and I don't like that media try to raise us and mold us into what is considered pretty or not, often after people's insecurity, for them to hit the gym or take protein and buy make up or what ever. Never good enough. So I have turn my back on that.

Right now I know 2 singles and they don't know each other, and both of them don't want to start dating on the dating app until they feel they have worked out enough, loose enough weight, but then they don't seem at all to have any demand on how the significant other should look like.

I get that you have your type that you fall for. I am the same way and can see that in past lives when I have been female I have had the same type then too.

I am in somewhat conflict with myself, or rather a confusion within myself, on how to relate exactly to the past life ex husband of mine, but it sounds as if it is the way you describe it.

I can't verify this but I had one "memory"(?) where he tried to talk to me about us being more than friends, but I was so scarred from my failure of a love life that I did not dare to. I did not dare to give us one last try. I think it happen soon before my death that came unexpected.


I don't know why he would suddenly want to reconsile with me in a romantic way, perhaps he was not feeling too well after his divorce (or even worse thought maybe i help to cause that divorce considering i became unstable and he had to take thekid full time I guess there for some time, and had to visit me in hospital and what not).

it is perhaps a possibility i died because of the jealousy of the ex partner still had towards him. I remember being found again in the new, simple home i had and telling the ex partner in day light to leave my home but he didn't and new fight occurred that I use to have childhood nightmares about. Perhaps I thought of the ex husband then, wanting his help but knowing he couldn't help me.

when my body was found it had beating marks on it but was not the cause of death.

Sorry for me writing so much :)

(Ps I have edited my answer because it was way to complicated and long about the past life ex husband, ha ha)

Thank you for interesting read, and I am sorry you had to go through those tough experiences in that life, especially with your past self's death. It's no worries writing alot, I appreciate you showing as much interest with the similar experiences we share.

I agree dating apps really take away the authenticity getting to know people for who they really are. With social media influences it's no wonder many others are worried about their appearance when we're all made in divine perfection. I also agree our natural beauty is key to those on the other side recognizing us or in the physical if they've incarnated in the same times.

I feel with your ex husband he wanted to make some things up to you from the other side with unconditional love, feeling he could've done more now that he remembers everything.

Originally Posted by Shiriya

Thank you for interesting read, and I am sorry you had to go through those tough experiences in that life, especially with your past self's death. It's no worries writing alot, I appreciate you showing as much interest with the similar experiences we share.

I agree dating apps really take away the authenticity getting to know people for who they really are. With social media influences it's no wonder many others are worried about their appearance when we're all made in divine perfection. I also agree our natural beauty is key to those on the other side recognizing us or in the physical if they've incarnated in the same times.

I feel with your ex husband he wanted to make some things up to you from the other side with unconditional love, feeling he could've done more now that he remembers everything.

thank you very much, you are very sweat. i hope everything will work out for you and your past love spirit. it took me many years before finding a document that my past life ex husband had been part of a private investigation to find answers to how i had died, perhaps when he died he was allowed to know? I have no idea how that works, if you can get any answers on someone else's death. i had felt both sad and blessed when the eldest child, long grown up, had tried to re open the case lots of years after my death saying he thought i had been murdered. sadly he had been the child who stood up to his stepdad and getting beating because of it and it was so hard to read his words as an adult as he would go out public with this and say his mom was so petite and paralyzed with fear and even if she failed to protect him in the difficult situation he knew she loved him very much and then his dad had to push through doors and she too would leave the child with him. seems both i and the child had emotions of bad guilt although i can't understand how this child,d espite his great courage and free spirit mind, could have felt guilt towards me - it was my job, my duty to protect him and i failed, my stupid small size I bet, he took pride to be just like his dad and he needed to be more close to him, but still as a grown up he would say he was like his mom, that he was just as sensitive. the way i remember it both father and son were up front when facing their enemy and when i would have memories of his dad's bad temper i was a lot of times like this cant be true, but again after many years i did find out by his own and other's admission who knew his dad that he could be just as charming as he could be bad tempered. because of his temper i would keep much things to myself and i did not feel strong enough to fight him or find my own voice, thus with our different personalities the divorce was often breathing in our necks. i don't know but i think that at the end of my life i was able to see the ex husband as more human, as more exposed and someone who had been there for me in trouble and he kept being supportive. i can never say if my memory was right that he did ask us to give ourselves one last chance because then we were obviously close in lots of ways again, or if i would ever get well enough to dare to give us one last chance. it is possible i died from him - and him not knowing how much I liked his new self, that he thought he had just made a final fool of himself asking me that question and me rejecting him.

i don't know if it is a sign why i got the "memory"? of him kissing me in front of the big windows like that in the kitchen - it was in the evening and it was lights on in the kitchen. what if the ex was watching us from afar? what if that was what pushed him over the edge? Guess I will never know why this "memory"? came to me.

I hope your answers will come to you in time and that you will feel protected if it is something bad :)

it has been a true blessing to read your thread, thank you.

[Lenore002]

My Twin was known and incarnate to me in this lifetime but passed away when we were both very young (him 19, me 20).
He has been visiting me in dreams from then on. I did not realize he was my Twin until he revealed it to me in June 2020 (20 years later).
It triggered the most wonderful yet hard spiritual awakening and since then things have multiplied by the thousand. The teachings in dreams, the channeling, the healing, the telepathy, etc.

I would be enclined to think this person is your Twin. I cannot tell you for sure. But I can tell you to trust your gut feeling. And ask them. They will tell you in time.

Now what I came to learn is that the romantic spin people put on the "twin flame" connection is to be taken with a grain of salt. Trust the Spirit World with this (and mediums who can help you etc.) if you want to learn more. Your Twin is there to guide you from the 5D and their guidance is more complete than any incarnate human's.

I also noticed that more and more incarnate Twins are being awakened by the ascended one this year. It is very interesting.

Keep digging. Keep elevating yourself. If it is indeed a twin souls connection, a world of wonders and a deep, meaningful adventure await you -- more meaningful than anyone who has not yet experienced it could describe.

[Miamoo]

I had a dream once and I felt I really knew this random man. Then in real life that man I dreamt of in that particular house died. I dreamt about him before he died. I have always wished I could figure it out more. I completely felt connected to that dream and weirdly his partner had my first name too. So many signs yet I've not been able to figure it out.

I sometimes feel like my hairs being touched. I also rarely have dreams when I'm so aware of myself. I can talk to myself in the dream and control my dream. Super freaky. But I feel like I've gone over to another world and it feels so spiritual.