Herion.

Originally Posted by Bella

That is a very good way to perceive it to gain a bigger perspective on the emotional undercurrent ............


Again I'm sorry for making this post.

Never apologize for being honest.

You don't owe that to anybody here.

Please please please do not do that! Once you cross that line it's very unlikely you will be able to bounce back most people can't. I'll spare you the details but since I've been sober a little over three years now things are much better. Trust me you DO NOT want to go down that road.

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Hi Bella

First up I cant speak for anyone else here but there is certainly nothing to be ashamed or anxious about in front of me for expressing what you did in your opening post.
I have worked with lots of women who have either been on the verge/in that stage of contemplation, those who have dabbled a little, those who are struggling to abstain and/or those who are on a program after managing to get off it.

If you feel I may be able to support you in some way you are more than welcome to PM me at any time yeah ... I am in Australia but i dont see that as a barrier in my ability to offer the kind of support you may be looking for

The fact that you've created this thread and put it in the healing section shows that you know that is this a bad idea. It is ok looking for confirmation and guideance but listen to yourself and take sovereignty over your life. Like I said, it is a test.

I don't think you know what you'd be getting in to and possibly not out of.

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[Kaere]

Bella, this thread is almost two years old and you expressed then that you wished it had been deleted. Please advise staff soonest as to your current wishes.

Wow, two years old, huh. Still gonna reply.

I just wanted leave this here for anyone that could be experiencing feelings similar to Bella's. First of all, don't let anyone guilt trip you about your own honest feelings. Don't let anyone dissuade you from doing what you feel like doing- this is your life. You, like everyone, have natural curiosities. Don't let anyone suppress them with their negative attitude.

I believe that literally everything is okay in moderation, and I encourage experimentation. Realistically though, the odds that anything good happening out of trying heroin are against you. If you're still so interested, do some research and decide for yourself. If you want my opinion, there are more exciting, safer drugs out there worth exploring that have shown positive results. In any case, if your curiosity is causing you stress, find a distraction- it'll probably pass with time.

From our rules in the FAQ above.

Drug Talk: Drugs used to be openly and maturely discussed when the forum was in it's infancy, but due to the number of people actively promoting it for spiritual advancement we have blanket banned it with the exception of someone who is seeking support to come off drugs.