On the fence, just don't know what to believe

Originally Posted by captain kirk

I do get a sense of the presense of Jesus and that he may want to be a part of my life. But I seriously question the Christian story and the Bible and I even try to believe it. I know Jesus did exist so just because I feel his presence doesn't necessarily mean that he wants me to be a Christian. I think he is a symbol for many things, such as undying love, strength, forgiveness etc. He exists in other religions and wasn't ressurected in their versions. I feel that to be honest is to say "I don't know" that much about, Jesus, God, the after-life etc. Isn't life sort of a big experiment and we are supposed to learn from our experiences? I could also see how we could use a guide and some comfort in a solid belief system as well. I am lacking this solid belief system and sometimes I seek it out, but always find myself doubting what I read or hear from ministers. Am I not meant to be a part of religion? I was raised in the Lutheran Church and returned to many Christian churches later, but still I am not a true Christian.

HI LOVE THE NAME EXPLORER OF THE UNIVERSE?

JUST TRUST THAT WE ARE ALL GUIDED AND SHOWN THE WAY TO OUR TRUE PATH AND PURPOSE HERE, REGARDLESS OF WHAT CONFUSES US NOW OR AT ANY TIME.

I WOULD JUST LET GO AND LET LIFE TAKE YOU AND THE PROCESS OF LIFE BRING YOU TO HOW YOU ARE MEANT TO BE FOR YOURSELF AS AN INDIVIDUAL HERE ON THIS EARTH PLANE, ITS FINE BEING OURSELVES AND HOW WE NEED TO BE FOR OURSELVES.

TRUST ALWAYS WHAT YOU FEEL IS RIGHT FOR YOU AND DONT WORRY ABOUT THE REST IT DOESNT MATTER.

YOU GO THROUGH THE NECESSARY DOUBTS AND CONFUSION SO YOU WILL START TO TRUST WHAT YOU FEEL OVER WHAT DOESNT GEL OR FIT FOR YOU AND ITS PERFECTLY OKAY TO LIVE YOUR LIFE TO WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN AND HOW YOU NEED TO BE FOR YOURSELF AT ALL TIMES.

WE ARE HERE TO PLEASE OURSELVES NOT WHAT OTHERS BELIEVE WE SHOULD BE DOING OR BELIEVING IN, IT IS UP TO UP US HOW WE LIVE OUR LIVES HERE THROUGH OUR FREE WILL AND CHOICE. IF WE LIVE TO ANOTHERS EXPECTATIONS OF US THEN WE ARE NOT LIVING TO OUR TRUE SELVES OR LIVING THE LIFE WE ARE MEANT TO BE.

YOU WILL BE FINE YOU WILL SEE THAT FOR YOURSELF IN MANY DIFFERNET WAYS AND THROUGH THE EXPERIENCES YOU WILL HAVE ALONG YOUR JOURNEY HERE .

JUST ENJOY LIFE THE REST TAKES CARE OF ITSELF. LOVE AND LIGHT SHAYA