Green Dragon in past life

I'm not sure where to start with this I guess I shall explain first. Since I was born I've never felt human I connect more with animals and nature than to them. When I was younger a little green lizard decided to jump on my finger he would not let me go as if trying to tell me something, that same day a red dragonfly landed on my finger and would not let me go, and finally an Alligator let me stroke his face without tape on, apparently I should not have touched him without tape. When my parents witnessed all this they found it strange. The really freaky thing is before I was born while still in womb a fire started there seemed no explanation, luckily no one was hurt. Most of my dreams consist of flying in a world that looked like a more beautiful version of New Zealand is the only way I can explain it. As I have aged my dreams have became like memories, mainly in Medieval times when I get flashes of hiding in caves or under water because humans are hunting us to extinction. I'm a very sensitive creature, I was told as a child I had many weird habits I would find a heat source and bask I guess while my family wanted to go out in the cold, which according to them was not as cold as I felt it was. I tried to make nests, I get cold too easily, I get shakes, yet when ive heated up from sun my temp is higher than anyones, my body when like this has been funny enough described like a furness. I also make weird sounds in my sleep. I guess I'm here hoping to connect to others who resonate most with dragons, in fact the movie How to train your Dragon is not that far from the truth. There's so much more proof I've had including my own friends confirming I am a dragon. But my ultimate proof was when I lost my daughter. No one has any idea how lonely and stressful it is to be a being who has been ridiculed through time brought to extinction and generally painted in a bad light mostly. I felt this the right place for me to express myself since there are many open minded beings here, I believe there are no coincidences and everything happens for a reason, mother nature will guide us to who we are and why we are here as much as she can.