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Originally Posted by SlayerOfLight
No offense, you may believe whatever you want but I think this is just a load of new age rubbish. Every year brings tough times for plenty of people, not just THIS specific year. To some people this year was utterly meaningless, but to me it was horrible as I lost my mother instantly and forced to carry on with it like it was nothing. It's just mere coincidence, really. But as I said I'm not attacking you personally, I just disagree and I apologise if I sound too rude, I just refuse to believe my mother passing away is part of someone's fun project unless something really hates me.
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You seem very bitter. Believe me, I understand being bitter. But I also know that means we have much more to learn. You say the death of your mother wasn't part of someone's plan for you, not unless they really hate you. And it certainly does seem like you hate yourself.
You see, we all choose to be here. We, as an avatar of God/Spirit/Nature, choose to be born a human on Earth. The life cycle of a fleshy animal is just another learning experience. To truly appreciate the good things in life, we must experience the bad and appreciate the necessity of it all. Hate to ruin your pessimism bro.
Some personal questions that you'll probably get defensive over....How did your mother die? How well did you get along? Why exactly do you mourn her so bitterly? Did you fight a lot or spend little time together, so now you regret the lack of closeness and feel guilty? Or did you have a great bond, like best friends, and you simply miss her so much that maybe you're a little angry she left?
Within those questions lie your answers. Ask yourself what exactly you feel about the life and death of your mother, and why exactly you feel that way so you can learn what you truly need to feel joy again. Reflection and release is the only way to soothe the pressure of the pain.
I'm not your mother, actually I'm about your age, and I never knew your mother. But if she was someone worth mourning so bitterly, she must've been a good woman. And a good mother wouldn't want her son to suffer like this. Wherever you believe she is, I doubt she's hurting nearly as bad as you are. She'd want you to carry on and learn what you can from your challenges. Sorry to be rude or nosy, but I was getting sick of your pessimism on such a peaceful forum. I've lost people too and I come here to help heal.
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