The Self or the Collective?
Is it even possible to be both? They are constantly pulling on each other. Is this what is meant by duality? Do I have to give up my self to awaken to the whole?
Another question. Just how aware are people generally? Do they notice the change that my self exerts on them or are they simply following the change blindly? What are people at all? Simply a reaction?
Do I just give up and die completely? Right now I just want to relate to the other. I'm tired of feeling like some ascended master pulling the strings of everyone around him without them so much as batting an eye. Why doesn't anyone understand here? Why is humanity so much in the dark?
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