I want to go "home"

Ive always had a keen sense that I come from a space much greater than this physical world on earth. I sought spirituality as a way, for a fleeting moment even, to remember where I come from. ( the other side) The past few years it has become heavy. When I read about NDE, I feel at ease cause I know this "place" that they speak of. My grandmother just passed a couple weeks ago today, I was with her as she passed and I almost felt a sense of jealousy. It seems strange to me that I long to cross over deep in my soul. I don't feel at home in this world in a way. It's so hard to explain. Does anyone know how I can make peace with being a human being in this world? It's not my time to go but how do I quiet this "home sickness"? Any tips, stories and support would be greatly appreciated!

I've lived with that feeling all of my Life, it's not fun sometimes. One of the things that helped me was thinking about this Life as a job to do and accepting that I needed to be here. I immerse myself in this Life and just get on with it and remember that I'm not here forever, there's something waiting on the other side.

You are here for a reason, a purpose...You may not know yet what it is, but I guarantee, that one day you will look back and it will be quite clear to you and you will be glad that you were here to see it through...

Originally Posted by Juanita

You are here for a reason, a purpose...

What purpose??

I have been made fun of and cut down like crazy!!!!!!

I am not happy..... and this latest sham going on has really set me aside from most..... They hate me and dont like I dont think like they do.... They want me to believe all this also!!


Why am I here??

To live a life of pain and sadness??


I was a mistake.......... (Wasnt planned)

Originally Posted by Bambo

I was a mistake.......... (Wasnt planned)

I was expected by both my alcoholic suicidal father and morphine addict depressed mother to be the messiah. Make their marriage and lives heaven. Well, long story short I didn't meet up to their expectations. But when I resolved all of that for myself, I realized I was free of the stupid conditionning that sometimes push people to give their best to toxic people.

You never know Bambo. It may have been a head start, I believe that anyway. Do you?

[psychoslice]

You quite this home sickness by realizing your already home, you are too involved in being the mind body, try and have a balance, the mind body is here to enjoy your creations, for how could you just being pure Essence, when you Awaken to this truth you will truly love living for the very first time.

Thank you to all for your lovely responses. I agree that I am here for a purpose, not yet revealed. I agree that I get too caught up in my mind body and need to remember that at my core, I am already home. Needed to hear that...

[Tobi]

Reach out to the things that you know, within you from that "home" state of Being. The core values that your Soul can feel and know. Get close to them every day, feel them inside you. Feel the happiness of them.
Then do things -anything- in this world that brings them here in some way.
Because that "home" is right with you, right now!. The only thing that makes it feel far away or in another space and time, is loss of attunement to it. So attune to it, and the sense of homesickness will lessen.

Originally Posted by Tobi

Reach out to the things that you know, within you from that "home" state of Being. The core values that your Soul can feel and know. Get close to them every day, feel them inside you. Feel the happiness of them.
Then do things -anything- in this world that brings them here in some way.
Because that "home" is right with you, right now!. The only thing that makes it feel far away or in another space and time, is loss of attunement to it. So attune to it, and the sense of homesickness will lessen.

So true...I am so caught up in this earthly world and I resent it sometimes. I don't take nearly as much time to connect with the home inside myself. I'm a busy mom of 3, Childcare provider, pet owner, neighbourhood, daughter, best friend...but the true me is lost in all of that...if that makes sense. Overwhelmed, and then I sit back and say "whew! This human being stuff is a whole lotta work!" I'm ready to be attuned with unconditional love again.

[Tobi]

Originally Posted by Tamlynn83

So true...I am so caught up in this earthly world and I resent it sometimes. I don't take nearly as much time to connect with the home inside myself. I'm a busy mom of 3, Childcare provider, pet owner, neighbourhood, daughter, best friend...but the true me is lost in all of that...if that makes sense. Overwhelmed, and then I sit back and say "whew! This human being stuff is a whole lotta work!" I'm ready to be attuned with unconditional love again.

It's when we're busy and distracted and have to do a lot of multi-tasking we can find it hard to "attune" sometimes. But I always find that centering on love itself somehow opens the doorways. So those school-runs, homework, dog barking sessions, food-shopping trips, etc etc....if there's a lot of love there, we might feel tired, but our hearts aren't that far from "home".
Give yourself a little "me" time too......